Sunday, June 28, 2009

Sunday...

My eyesights getting worst... I cant see peoples faces if their too far, like, my friend who is walking towards me from the canteen at school, and I'm walking from the corridoor, all I see is a familiar figure, and she smiled at me but I couldnt make sure that it was really her so I waited til we walked closer to smile back...

And went to QB today with some friends from camp... I came late so I had to wait for them to finish their movie... First time being with THAT much guys and me the only girl... well, actually not considered first time since I usually hang out with a bunch of my cousins, who are all boys, and only me and my sister are girls...but that didnt count...So yea, but I thought they were...well...err...kinda....gay? lol... I mean, "I wanna go look for clothes..." that was what the guy said... and its freaking me out... lol

Wasnt much fun either...but I saw many of my school mates... but it doesnt change anything... sigh...

I'm waiting every single day for that thing, my friend predicted, to happen... I dont know when it's going to happen... but my tears are ready to drop at anytime... I feel like I dont know what's going on... like everything is a blur...just like my eyesight, I dont know what's coming for me until it happened...

Sigh...

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Teachers Day

Sigh... Today's teacher's day... And its Saturday... T.T just wasted a whole day in school...

Anyway, Chin Chin and the others bought cake, I have no idea that their actually going to make a mini party... They mentioned it before but I didnt think that they're serious...

So, basically, during recess, they invited Our home room teacher, P.A. teacher, Sivik and PJ teacher, P.M teacher, and MM teacher... They invited SJ teacher but she rejected, giving Vanessa a tupper wear to put the cake...=_="...

And GCC too, but she reject too... and we gave them all slices of melted cake...including GCC, even after all that's happened between her and our class (well, excluding me and Joo Yee...xD) and then the rest of the cake was eaten by us... base on the prefects, the whole school (afternoon session) were waiting for our class...

So we came in late...big deal! We didnt miss anything...I think...o.O

Then after the performance, its already 6pm... and everyone can leave EXCEPT our class... why? because Pn. Lim and Pn. Par wanted to 'teach us ABC 123...' =_="""

Turns out that we broke the rule... but the teachers have no idea how to punish us, coz what we did was a good thing, but we broke school rules... leaving the teachers in dilemma...

And Pn. Lim said she wanted to deduct our marks, but WLP and GCC (yea, GCC...) asked to pardon us... because it was suppose to be a good thing that we wanted to celebrate with our teachers... We were all shocked when we heard GCC wanted to help us too... So Pn. Lim and Pn. Par wanted us to think of more than 1 punishment for ourselves by Monday... I wonder what's it gonna be...

After that, we RAN back to our class, yea, the whole school was deserted already... I can say that I ran the fastest, excluding Tze Huay, because I was scared to death that I miss my ride...again... but this time, my parents wont be able to fetch me back coz they have dinner...

And what's worse was that I was dead thirsty when I finally got into the car... FYI, Anne broke my water bottle... It has a huge hole on it now... and I have no water to drink until I got back home...

And I seriously gotta get myself glasses... I cant see! Plus! I'm so tired lately that it didnt help my eyesight in class at all! I'm just curious, what kind of glasses suit me? Glasses and me dont fit! xD

Damn! So addicted to Wheesung's Insomnia... xD And I have no idea who Wheesung is!

Friday, June 26, 2009

I've been warned...

Do you believe in fortune tellings? Some do and some dont... but this prediction of my friend's seems to be logical...

Seems that the painful days are coming back... and there's no way I can avoid it...if I do this, I'll get hurt by that particular person, but if I prevent it from happening by doing that, then I'll hurt myself... So either ways the same...I'll cry and suffer the painful days no matter what...

And another thing, it's going to happen at either the time when I'm totally in love, or the time when I wanted to do something for that person but was rejected... its going to hurt me real bad... that's just a prediction, it hasnt happened yet... and as much as I want to prevent it from happening, I cant...

So any advice on how I should avoid it without getting hurt and without even shedding a single drop of tear??

Just wanted to type...

Sigh... Damn bored without Eunice around school...T.T

Anyway, feels like I'm being fooled by someone...Its just a feeling I had since yesterday...but I couldn't be sure...

Times running out... and I wanted to slow it down... and the moments are becoming a habit... I don't know how I'm going to reverse back to my usual self...my usual life...

I love this song... The whole song is about the feelings when your inlove...

Taylor Swift's Crazier

I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow

Let it take me where it wants to go
'till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings

But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier

Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue

And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier

Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
Ohhhhh

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore~

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier

Feels like Im falling
And I'mm, lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
crazier crazier

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

H2C's storywriter...

Lol... I wrote RTF's first script! And I'll be voice acting as myself and the evil girl (bitch...xD) Scarlet... check out H2C's blog to find out more about the castings...(casted by H2C)

I showed it to Huimin and she totally wanted to kill me...(check her blog and you'll see it on her post's first sentance 'ugh... i'm gonna kill Cleah!.....' Hahaha! That's couse I wrote her part too hiao...lol... then showed it to Joey and Chiyuen, donno if they liked it tho...haha... but they're acting as themselves too...lol... hope they wont kill me too if I wrote the script too over...xD

And Eunice, I hope you'll cheer up... remember, you're the boss! (of the fictional company...) lolx! And M, you cheer up too (even though I'd like it if you lose our glaring contest again... muahahaha) And hope you two will just stay happy! (I know M will not read this, but hopefully Eunice will Kakaka...Hi Eunice!)

Hope for H2C's success in recording and voice acting! The same goes for me... I know how I'm going to act and what to do to make the series interesting and funny and all (with the help of Hitachii, it'll be even better!) but I wonder if I can actually act it out... I know I'll make a fool out of myself...haha

Hope tomorrow's 'voice acting' session and recording session will go smoothly... Gotta go write the rest of the script... Hope it'll be a hit! xD (OMG...I sounded like a real producer) ...lol... Hope for FTC's success with their music and improvements (they improve real fast, I'm shocked myself) and H2C's too (With thanks to FTC's cooperation and help (ALOT of help)

Gee, do you think we'll earn money with all these movie makings? Can we go pro? lol... give me your comments... do we need to improve? Do we need better equipments? lol

Monday, June 22, 2009

Phew...

Felt much better after seeing every one's excitement for H2C...

Lol... just reading my past blog made me feel silly xD

I guess I'm actually happy that H2C exist...VERY happy!

And since Maple YouTube series are so 'in trend' with voice acting... we've decided to voice act our series too! And we get to be ourselves! Well, the only non-fictional characters are FTC and H2C and of course, Eunice...Our VIP Kelefe! LoL! And some who we haven't decided yet! Who knows, YOU might even be in the series! LOL... But please note that if you want to keep your identity private, just say so and our lips (typing hands) are sealed!

But 1 more thing still remains... I FREAKING WANT TO IMPROVE MY SKILLS!!! My expectations for H2C are higher than the others...lol...And Hope our Voice acting and voice recording equipments are perfectly set...lol

Friday, June 19, 2009

This little thing...Damn it!

Look at this little badge...





Doesnt it looked unique?


And I worked so hard to achieve it...


Failures didnt stop me and neither was I giving up...


But now I see that your not worth it...


You caused me pain...


You made me lose blood...



You made...


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THIS!!!




Yea... Its caused by THAT little thing!




Some thought I was commiting suicide! (but as joke)









Well, it aint uniqe now huh?






This sharp little devil...
Dont know how MANY scratches you've already caused me...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Missing Teen!

Teen Missing


Name: See Cee Leah
Age: 16
Description: A 16 year old who looks like a 14 year old (or to some, younger)
Last saw: Sleeping in the class room
If seen or found, please contact us by posting a comment on her cbox!
Rewards will be given (NOT)
Ahahaha! That ALMOST happened in school yesterday!
For those who dont know, here's what happened...
JY was feeling ill and wanted to rest in bilik kebajikan during assembly... so her things are still in class...
My head was hurting like hell (probably because of lack of sleep) so I went to slept on my desk when assembly was over. It was a nice nap. but it didnt last long because I was woken up by a prefect calling me to help JY to take her bag to her... So I took her bags and was on my way out when Vanessa ask,'why dont you go home, you look tired...' (it was probably meant as a peli) ...I just nodded my head and then Tze Huay ask ' want me to help you take your bag? (it was Sejarah, so I know she wanted to skip it xD) I said no and went out...
I gave JY her bags and went back to class. This time, the teacher ask me to copy down the exam answers...So I did it unwillingly... After that was recess, so nothing much happened... Then
AFTER recess, I was taking the dustbin (since it was my turn) when suddenly, "P4D's See Cee Leah please come to the office to meet Pn. Lim" ?! (wtf...what happened?!) First time hearing them announce my name, surprise to hear that they pronounced it right!!! xD
Then I turn around and saw Ee Veng, she said 'didnt you go back already?' and I was like What?! I said 'No... '
Ee Veng: We all thought you went home!
Me: No...I was in school the whole time! Who told Pn Lim that I was going home?!
Ee Veng: Tze Huay...
I was like, Oo...SHIT!, then I ran to the office and saw Tze Huay at the entrance... she saw me and said...
Tze Huay: Ey? Didnt you go home?
Me: NO...
Tze Huay: I thought you went home!
Me: NO I didnt!
Tze Huay: But didnt you say you got a headache and took your bag and went out when the prefect called you?
Me: IT WAS JY'S BAG!
Tze Huay: Oooooooooh~!
Then we went to the office and saw Pn Lim and Pn Tan...
Tze Huay: Turns out that her headache was gone and she didnt left school...(=.=")
Pn Lim: Where did you run off to?! You know people thought that you were missing?! You know how worried your dad was?!
Me: But I was never gone!
Pn Lim: Then where did you run off to during 3.40 to 4.15?!
Me: I didnt go anywhere! I was just helping JY to take her bag when the prefect call!
Pn Lim: Then you better hurry up and call your dad, he was shocked to hear you missing!
I was like, OMFG! This lead to MY DAD?! Then I called him...
Me:Helloooo....Daddy?
Dad: What happened to you?! Where did you run off to?!
Me: Nothing happened...It was all just a misunderstanding...hehe...
Dad: Dont scare me again! I thought you were kidnapped!
Me: Oh, its nothing...
Dad: So nothing d ar...
Me: Ya...
Then Pn Lim asked for an explanation so I explained only what she needed to hear...excluding the part where I slept in class...xD
Pn Lim was speachless so she said "Haiya! Go scold Tze Huay!"

And I just said 'Oo...' and left the room with my laughter hold back... Tze Huay was waiting at outside and I said "YOU AR! .....Pn Lim call me to scold you..."

Tze Huay: Oh she's like that de... so what exactly happen?!
Me: (Explanation again...)
Tze Huay: Oooooo! I'm gonna laugh now...*holds her laughter*
Me: You ar! Didnt you see me in class?!
Tze Huay: Haha...sorry, too busy talking...didnt notice you...haha
Me: Yor! You ar!
Tze Huay: Haha...

Back in class...
Khai li: She was in class the whole time! Didnt you saw her?!
Tze Huay: She was?! WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME!!
Khai li: Haiyo ar You!

Ahahaha! Went back home explaning... Turns out that Pn Lim called my dad before calling me... And my dad called my mum... and my mum called my sister... hahaha...

My mum and dad was so mad at Pn Lim for not calling me BEFORE calling them... my dad said this kind of thing cant fool around... My mum thought I Ponteng school and already imagined me being scold by my dad...haha...

So everything was all just a mistake...
Tze Huay thought I went home early and told Pn Lim that TWO pupils went home...

Pn Lim only knows that JY has the permission to go home and thought that I went home without permission... so she called my dad...but turns out that my dad has nothing to do with it...lol

My dad thought that I was kidnapped so he called my mum...

My mum thought I ponteng school so she called my sister to see if she saw me at school...but my sister didnt see me at all during school except me going in the school with her...

Hahaha... Its so complicated! xD

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Long LONG Post...

Came back from Camp today... xD... I miss my phone, my computer and most importantly, my family!

Currently no pictures of the camp because phones, cameras, mp3, and other electronics are not allowed...

Here's what happen in these 4 days 3 nights stay from my point of view (note, I'm not Buddhist so its hard for me to adopt the buddhist rules)

Day 1
After looking for my group, (which has 10 different groups) they asked for my phone and I said I dont have it with me (its the truth), and since its ok with them, they told me my room number and I went straight up with JY...

Then I found my room and went to their Hall where everyone's gathering. They told us to tuck in our shirts and we were only allowed to wear long pants...(yes, LONG pants, as in, no short or quater long pants allowed...) Since I was wearing a quater long pants, I wasnt allowed in unless I change... (I was like, WTF) I quickly borrowed a pair of long pants from a friend, whom is also from PCGHS but I've never spoken to her before (conclusion, we became quick friends)

Many of my friends are in different groups so I had to make new friends fast... They started with games and stuff and suddenly, another familiar face appeared... it was my junior in St John (for choral speaking viewers, it was Ah Lim xD) and who'd knew we'd end up in the same group...lol

Then after some games, we had our first group meeting. First, we started off with introductions... and I found out that I was the eldest in within the girls...=.= ..but in the guys, there's a form 5 and a few form 4s (I was like, phew! atleast I'm not the eldest) xD

Altogether there are 17 of us, and we have 2 爱心哥哥 and 1 爱心姐姐, and a 爱心爸妈. So altogether there's 22 of us (20 excluding the 爱心爸妈) After another round of games, we had another meeting. This time, we chose our leader... The form 5 dude as the leader (because he is the eldest) and me...(because I'm the eldest in within the girls...T.T) (I was like, OMG...)

(This is only the beginning but its already this long...I'mma shorten everything)

1st day sucked because too much chanting and less fun and games... too much rules and too little time to make new friends...

The chanting was so damn LONG (not that I'm insulting the buddhist culture) I mean, its like 'A~~~ Mi~~~~~~~~Tuo~~~Fuo~~~~' (note: each pronouncation lasted more than 5 seconds...)

My mind was full of regret of coming here at that time...I wanted to go home really bad...

and the food...(omfg...) Too many rules...We cant talk, smile, laugh, and we must sit straight because its called manner...(I call it 'Shit'...)

Then there's a studying session... the monk's tutorials...It lasted for an hour and I was so bored...nearly fell asleep... the female monk (she talks too much...) kept telling us that we were lucky to be here because we get to learn about buddhist things and that we should appriciate it... but in my mind, I was scolding the monk back saying that I didnt know it was suppose to be full of lessons and that I was here for a reason, and this reason is for me to have fun and forget about the sorrows...but I see that its pointless now...

Slept at 12am something coz we were too busy chanting...it lasted for more than half an hour!!!...(I was totally like, UGH!!)

But made some friends with only the girls...

Day 2 (FINALLY!)

Woken up at 6am...didnt get a chance to take a bath because there are only 2 bathrooms and with only 30 minutes time to get ready...try fitting 10 girls in two bathroom within 30 minute! Many didnt get to take baths, like me... so we only change our clothes...

Then went to the hall to gather again...Did some activities and listened to another one of the monk's tutorials...this one lasted for an hour and a half! But after that, we finally started playing station games! Yay!

We played and had a great time...made friends with the guys...(funny fellows...xD) But the thing I remember most is that, at our last station, we climbed from the 1st floor to the 6th floor to look for the station...but then, someone said its suppose to be at the ground floor...so we ran back down to the G floor and suddenly, someone said its on the 5th floor! (OMFG..I was so dead tired!)But no choice, we climbed back up to the 5th floor (note: There are 10 tall steps in half a floor, so we climbed a total of 320 steps...OMG!)

Finally finish with the station games and took a bath (finally!) Had chats with the guys during dinner time (secretly chat)... Found some chat topics...very funny...Who knew, I only asked the leader 1 question and the guy beside him heard it too and came in to join in too! Then the girl next to me joined in too but that was already another topic...We found out alot of things about each other, including the fact about me being 16...The guys are all shocked! They are like, OMG, YOUR Form 4?! I thought you're just form 2!

Then Skip to bedtime...Chant again before sleep...Damn annoying...(At that time, I was so sure I will never go there again...)

Day 3
Had a better night, even had a dream...lol...

During breakfast, "na~mo~a~mi~to~fuo~" (I grited my teeth...)I was so hungry and staring at my food but the chant JUST COULDNT STOP!!!

Finally, had some time to chat (again, secretly) this time, one of the 爱心哥哥 sat beside our leader (who was sitting behind me) (girls sit infront and boys at the back, so girl leader sits infront and boy leader sits at the back) We didnt chat much but then during 'card making' time, we chat again (openly, its very clear that our group is the loudest) and we chated about meeting after the camp, then our 爱心哥哥said OK just tell him our address and he could take us there...I told him my address and he asked if there are rents available...I said yea but someone died there before...He said'Har?! ....Owh! Nah, its ok, I've seen these things in NS before..." and I was like, "REALLY?! How many times? Can you tell me?" then he paused for a second and we all (yea, the others too) chatted about ghost for...until now? lol

Then all the group leaders were asked to make lucky draws and choose a parformance for the next day's ending ceromony (or something like that)... We got 'singing and hand action(?)'(no idea how to say it)...

Then by night, all of the parents came (except mine and some others) for our Gan En Yuen... Alot of people cried...I was solid at first, then when all the kids who's parents has come went to see their parents, one of the guys in our group asked me "这位姐姐,why arent you crying? (in chinese, lazy to type)" I smiled and said, "you want me to cry?! OK! I can do that, just sponser me tissues! xD" he said "Oh! I have! Here! (takes out a pack of tissues...) =.=... then when our 爱心妈妈 hugged me, I really started crying...I didnt realise that I missed my family that bad...

Skip again...
Day 4 (Today) Final day
My eyes...swollen xP

We practiced our Singing and hand action performance and exchanged our contact infos with the the group, by now, I'm friends with all of them...including the guys (which is a shock to me because I'm not much of a 'make friends with boys' person)... By then, I was able to hit, tease, yell, laugh at the guys...I NEVER thought I could do that...LOL! They guys are so damn FUNNY! But they like to poke me and the girl beside me... lol

We celebrated some grandma and grandpa's birthdays and the leader asked the guy, who asked why I wasnt crying, to dance with him! lol!! It was so GAY!

The leader, one of our 爱心哥哥 and that guy, they call themselves the F3s,(Flower 3!!!xD)...XD They call themselves '如花', '如美' and '如水'! LMAO! They act so SO GAY! lol

'如水'said he'd never act so GAY in his life! LMAO!!!

Then by 3.30pm, we prepared the performance and Popping Boy (A.K.A. Robot of our group) stood in the middle(by force because of his remix of our hand actions! xD

We had tons of fun and even blindfolded our 爱心哥哥 (the other one) and our 爱心姐姐...we tried to let them hug each other blind but failed when they noticed what we were up to...Popping boy took the chance to hit our 爱心哥哥...lol...he would turn to laugh with me when our 爱心哥哥 tried to look for the hitter, blind... lol...but when I let my guard down, our 爱心哥哥took my hand and wouldnt let go because he thought that I was the hitter...LOL...the others told him that I was not the hitter and he let go after some hesitations because he thought that we were lying...LMAO!!! Popping boy look at me in shock and said, "you took the punishment FOR me? lol" zzz...ahaha!

We wrote some comments on everyone's book... most of mine is mainly about how cute I am (got meh?!) and how white I am (zzz...) and some said to keep in touch and a few funny comments...lol...especially '如美's...lol

Then we took some pictures when we got our phone back, correction, when THEY got THEIR phone back...lol... we said we'll keep in touch and send the pictures to each other soon...lol... This definately changed my mind of not wanting to join this camp again...lol...

Its so weird...lol, I never thought I'd have another guy friend, let alone 10! It definately helped me to forget about the sorrows...lol

Finally! Its Done! LOL...Longest blog I've ever written...kakaka...I bet no one will read it...haha!

Sunday, June 7, 2009

A trip to QB

Woke up and went for Karate today and came back home sweating like crazy. Then rush back home by 11am to get ready to go to QB with Eunice and JZ.

After preparing myself in 15 minutes, JZ came early than I expected so I ran down with my hair still wet... Lol

Then we left by 11.30am and arrived at QB by 11.45am... earlier than we planned.

So we met Eunice just in time her bus stop then we went to get our tickets to watch 17 Again (was suppose to watch Monsters vs Alien but then JZ already watched it and he was the one who told us to watch it...) Then we walked up and down QB and chated... went to eat then went to the arcade! lol we played car racing and I won the first 3 rounds but got second in the final round to JZ...T.T

Then we waste our time chatting again and finally went to the movies...

It was so hilarious! But not as good as I expect it to be...xD

And some stars came to perform something but I have no idea who they are... Eunice and JZ seem to know them but arent a big enough fan to care...

Then we chatted again and eventually went back to the arcade to play the racing game again... And this time, I lost... lol But after playing it, I found a phone on my seat!!! Its not ours so we tried to do a good deed by finding its owner... we called the mother and eventually their still there. The little brother reconized the phone and the father said its his daughter's and pointed to a bitchy looking girl listening to another phone!!! The girl took the phone and the father told the girl to thank us... She said thanks but her attention wasnt even on us or her phone! Then we left...

So the lesson we've learnt today is, DON'T BE TOO HONEST! I mean, that girl should at least show some concern for her own phone! I mean, its a PHONE!!! We all regretted returning the phone because its so not worth it! JZ could have had a new phone! lol... So dont be a goody two shoes... Stick to the urban sayings, FINDERS KEEPERS LOSERS WEEPERS! xD

Went to McD and ate ice cream... then went home... sigh...lol this might be the last time this year to go out with Eunice... but we took some pictures... lol

Damn I'm so bored...