My English Oral

We had our english oral today, and guess what, I didnt even prepared a script!

My teacher said its ok and told us to just say whatever's on my mind...

So here's what I said...

WLP: So, what's your title?
CL: Um... My title is 'The kind of life I would want to live when I grow up'
WLP: Ok, so you may start...
CL: ....err....
WLP: Start with 'good afternoon teacher, my title for today is...'
CL: Good Afternoon teacher, ...my title for today is 'The kind of life I would want to live when I grow up... err.... um... When I grow up, I hope to make a living by writing novels and getting them published...
WLP: Chinese Novels?
CL: um...English Novels...
WLP: Oh...
CL: And I hope that I will be successful and get famous... And I hope to have a caring and loving family...er.....
WLP: .....Tell me about your family...
CL: Um... I would have a husband and two children (swt...) and I hope my husband is also successful. And he must be kind and gentle...
WLP: Oh, gentle and responsible la...
CL: Yea...
WLP: Handsome?
CL: .......y-yea...
WLP: Oh...
CL: ........No la, I prefer him to have a pretty face (xD)...
WLP: Har?! P-Pretty ar?
CL: haha...yea...
WLP: Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer......like girl ar?
CL: ...............................................yea...
WLP:..................................
CL: But cannot be as pretty as me laa...(xD!!!) haha
WLP: Ohh...*giggles*
CL: ...and um... I would want to live in a beautiful condominium resort...and err...
WLP: ...and?
CL: err........... and......and I would want to have..... er....
WLP: to have? *getting excited*
CL: to have a....err...
WLP: *nervous*
CL: ....to have a dog?
WLP: ..............oh...*a little dissapointed*
CL: So that my children can play with it and grow up in a healthy enviroment.....
WLP: Oh... Ok... sign here...*gives the score paper*
CL: Oh... *Saw 21 in the total score...* (21/30...haiz...very dissapointing...)

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Emo me speaking...
I'm so afraid... of going back to the miserable days...

It hurts alot! ...and thinking of it reminds me of the pain...

I'm so scared... I dont want to go back! It hurts so much!

I cant bare the pain! Help! Please! No! I dont want to go back!

Please dont leave me! I dont want to be alone! Its just too scary!

I'm not used to that life! I want to be Happy! I want to be Free!

No! I dont want to go back to those miserable days...

Please Dont Take me back! No!

I'm too afraid! Its my phobia now... I'm serious...

I dont want to go back to those crying days...

Its tiring and it hurts... I'll go blind if I shed another tear...

No jokes applied... I am DEAD serious...

Ugh!

If there's really such a thing called sweating through my eyes (yea, its from Phinease and Ferb xD) then I bet every drop of water in my body will be dried up...

Ok, I admit, I have 'crocodile eyes' which means that I can easily cry...but this is ridiculas! I'm crying for stupid reasons!

Like, when on my birthday, I was feeling very VERY miserable at the beginning...until I saw Eunice and the others... We had a chat and YJ & Eunice even gave me a handmade birthday card! YJ also gave me a little present which is more than enough for me... So we were chatting and then I told Eunice something (I forgot what it was) then she hit me with her KOMSAS a few times, and I laughed... After a few minutes, she hit me again and I dont know why but I suddenly thought of 'that' thing and the next thing I knew was tears coming out from my eyes...I cried...

Then today when I was 'bothering' Eunice and her friend, YJ came and talked to Eunice about I dont know what and X was saying something to me since she didnt want to disturb Eunice...Then I signal something which was meant as a joke and the next thing I knew was X strangling me...lol... it didnt hurt but it tickles...so I laughed and even fell on my knees and got up again and back on the floor and I was having fun... til I thought of the same thing again then I started crying again...

Then after school I got really REALLY mad! I didnt show it until I reached home... I kept it locked up until my little sister annoyed me and it just snap and the next thing I knew, I shouted unrationaly at her... My parents was shock but didnt scold me and even asked me what happened, ofcorse I couldnt tell them what pissed me off so I told them that my sis annoyed me... it was good enough for them and they didnt bother me..

I went back to my room and whadda ya know, tears came darting down again...I hurried and text my rage on my phone and nearly send to the wrong person (which is the person I'm mad at) ... It was the worst emotional moment EVER! And it wasnt even a direct hit from the shooter...yea, with only minor injuries, I was already hurt deeply...

I cant believe I went so low for NOTHING!

Sigh...

Exams this Monday... But here I am blogging...

Currently loving Younha's Strawberry Days...also introduced by the same person...haha...

Sigh... What should I do? I'm totally in pain (mentally)! I'm losing something very much important to me... and how can I get it back?

I dont get it... I dont get it at all... Why? I know very well myself that the important thing I'm losing isnt worth it at all... but why am I wasting every self concious of myself insisting to get it back? (and failing...)

The part of me, the part I never knew I had, is slowly surfacing... And I'm losing my mind just wanting to get rid of it... Like my cousin said, I'm getting emo-ish-er...

My mind says this but my heart says that...

But my heart won in the end...

And I'm so F*CKED UP about it!

My normal self is fading away, and I dont like this new self of mine...in fact, I hate it...

Its ruining my life...

Wracking every part of it...

In truth, I never wanted this important thing... but as my new self approuched, it became my life...

Just one look completes my day...
Just the thought of it is enough to keep me busy...
Just dreaming of it is enough to make me happy...

But that also means...

Just one day of ignorance is able to make me want to end my entire life...
Just one glare is able to make me lose confidence of everything...
Just one turn from you is able to make me think all the negativities about myself...
Just 3 words is able to make me feel like now... and the 3 words are 'I Hate You'



God... I'm really getting emo-ish-er... sigh...

Peace, Love and Ice-Cream

A few days ago a friend of mine introduced me this song...

I kinda liked it coz it makes me feel calm and peaceful...away from the misery I'm feeling...

And thanks to him, I'm a Younha fan too...xD

Younha's Peace Love and Ice Cream...

Happy Mothers Day!!!

Wow! Today's Mother's Day! And All my cousin from my mother's side came to celebrate!

Theres Ice-creams, Bihun, Jelly and bla bla bla...

At first it was very boring coz theres nothing to do... then, by evening, my mum took out the cake we bought before at Tesco to celebrate mothers day and my birthday (eh-hum...early celebration...haha)!

Here's the cake..

The cake when its being lit...

Me Embarrased...

Everyone (almost everyone) Singing Happy Birthday and Mothers day song...

The Cake Being Cut...

My Slice...
My sis And My Aunt... (look at my sis's face...lol)

My Cousin eating (bwahaha...)

His little brother (like big brother like little brother lol)

What's left of the cake 1 minute later...haha



What's left of the cake 10 seconds later...lolx






I guess that's it haha...its like, only 10.57pm and I havent even prepare my bag for tomorow! Lol...Well, Nights guys~! xD

P.S. Did you notice that all my cousins are guys? xD

And the votes are in!!!

Ok, so I checked out Hui Shan, Hui Min, Eunice & Kido's Choral speaking Couple list, and its tons of laughs! There are some similiar couples, which means those are our 'votes'...

And if I made mistakes, dont came after me...It was really tough matching all up...hahax


The couples which appeared twice...

Hui Min & Hui Shan
The Mamak Girls
Eunice & Eugenie
Leh theng & Sze Lin
Hsiang Hsiang & Alison
Hsiang Hsiang & Rhys
Yan Yan & ChiaYing

Trice...
Yan Yan & Bei Bei
Yan Yan & Hui Shan
Yan Yan & Hui Min
Yan Yan & Cee Leah (I disagree with this one...haha)
Eunice L & Cee Leah (got meh?)
Hui Min & Leh Theng
Hsiang Hsiang & Ah Lim
Paula Abdul & Fennie
Eunice & Maegen

And Finally...the couples with the most appearance...is...

Eunice L & Zhi Ting!!!

&

Alison & Rhys!!!

Hahax...If there's any mistake, tell me! xD

P.S. This is strictly for entertaintment purposes only, please dont be offended by our joke...

P.P.S. The couples are NOT REAL!

P.P.P.S. Leave a comment xD

Choral Speaking Couples

My Version of Choral speaking Couple List...Currently...

Pairs...

Eunice X Maegen

Hui Min X Hui Shan

Hui Min X Leh Theng

Hui Min X Yan Yan

Hui Shan X Yan Yan

Yan Yan X Bei Bei

Eunice X Zhiting

Alison X Rhys

Our conductor X Yan Yan

Paula Abdul X Fennie

...Just know these ppl at the moment...will update if I know the other's name...hehe...

BTW...

I'm Currentlt Addicted to this Song!!! (even tho its not new) haha...

And Eunice...I WANNA SEE YOURS!!! EVERYONE'S WAITING!