Life's unfair! I hate mine! Nothing I do is worth it! No one cares! I gave up everything! Nothing EVER goes right in MY life! I'm freaking TIRED of MY LIFE! WHY DOES EVERYONE GET WHAT THEY WANT EXCEPT ME?!?! What I've worked for, what I've sacrifice for, what I've wasted my time for! And I get NOTHING back!!! There's always something better than what I do. I cant be the BEST even if I try! I'm so disgusted of myself! I HATE ME!!!

KEK SI NIA!!!

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! I WANT TO STRANGLE YOU SO BAD!!! IF I DIE, IT'LL BE BECAUSE OF YOU!!!

Not sick Me!

Wow, that sure was fast! My little fever's gone! Went to motor theory today... Had loads of fun! Saw a guy which looks damn lot like a girl! But not pretty... sigh...lol

Been practicing on my cousin's motor recently, and by 'recently' I meant 2 times...

But my butt hurts already... =_=

It's damn easy but due to my lack of confidence and fear of falling, I'm not good at it... sigh...

Gee...Been feeling down lately, I wonder why...

Sick me...

Having a little fever... But mum at Taiwan while dad working at Kayu Hitam...

Both parents not home... no one to take me to see the doctor. They don't even know I'm sick...

Anyways, tomorrow going for Motor Theory... have to sit there for 3 hours and listen to the craps they say... After that, maybe in about a week I'll get my L drivings license. And I'll be able to drive around like a madwoman. But of course, I gotta learn first and I can't fetch anyone yet unless 1)I get my P license and 2)I want to get samban or 3)I wan that person to die with me... lol

Holiday's almost over and Christmas is almost here. I'm not really anticipating for the coming year as it is SPM year which is ALSO my last damn year in PCGHS... This year is by far the most bizarre year ever... it's been a total twist. I mean, I remembered in form 3 we were are peaceful and nothing much happened, and now form 4 and suddenly my life changed. Fell in love after 2 years of being neutral and even confessed it and got hurt inside and out because of my stubbornness, my best friend had her ***** **** with a ****, which is a total shock to me... Went to my first camp... Found out (cencered)... and I'm getting my drivings license soon!

Sigh... Things are changing real fast...

P.S. When I say Death date, I don't really mean me dying..

Shet... Wednesday... My death date...

Bye everyone... it was nice knowing you!

I'm Dead

I feel sick... My throat is burning, my nose is about to bleed anytime, my eyes are soring and my heart is breaking...

Mum went to Taiwan for a whole week, leaving me, my dad and my little sister at home... I don't know what to do... I'm scared... This might happen again and I don't want to lose what I have now... I love this too much to let it disappear... Worst thing is I can't tell anyone what it is, and I doubt they even care...

And that bitch! Argh! I really hope you DIE! Or BETTER, I hope they catch you! I don't want you to take what belongs to me! I'm already halfway DEAD! Do you really want me to completely DIE?!

Maybe I'm better off dead... yeah, its better like that... but I can't leave her all by herself to endure this alone when every thing's at its worst... My life's already gone, hers is still beginning...

Went for Undang test today... Failed with 41/50 when the passing grade was suppose to 42/50... ONE MORE!!! JUST ONE!!!! I damn boh kam muan! And I didn't dare to face my mum... T_T

So I immediately registered for a second time in the same day... which was allowed and I was SO relieved...

Study 3 times harder with some help by calling people and asking them and reading the book over and over again within that 3 hours of waiting.

After re-taking the test, 44/50. LULUS!!! So happy~! ==

But anyway, gonna go for motor teory soon... 3 more hours wasted... But first, I gotta find a motor to learn... I just hope my feet can touch the ground ==

Sigh...


Things are getting worst... I'm gonna lose one of them... and its all thanks to that BITCH! I damn don't want things to go this far... I love what I have right now and I don't want to lose anything... but if this happens, I'm gonna lose everything... and I don't want that... But I cant stop it from happening... Because it doesnt depend on me to change fate... I only wished I could do something about that bitch to prevent this from happening...

I think I'm losing weight!!! ....no wait... I'm just losing blood... ==

Been having constant nosebleeds for 4 days straight... I think I've lost about a quarter of blood in my body by now... Maybe I lack water or something... I just hope this won't effect me for tomorrow's Undang test... I doubt it would because I'll still go for the test even with a bleeding nose xD

P.S. I'm unconditionally and irrevocably in love with NARUTO AND OTANI!!! xP

Had recording session today. More like more play than recording...

After that, went to a wedding of a rich family. Me and my sister became so cheap go take other people's balloons and cakes home. xD!!!

Went home with an unexpected nose bleed... ==

Now I understand...

Thanks for telling me what I need to know.

Although it hurts a lot, I'll live. Without this as my burden.

There's no one for me to blame except the cruelty of fate, and it Sux!

Well, what goes around comes around. And I'll be waiting for that very day to see you when it's your turn to suffer.

PC FAIR!!!!

I wanna go to the PC Fair SO BAD!!!! T_T

Learning slapping...

So hard yet I wanna master it so bad!!!

Its so COOL!

Rot...

Rotting at home for the whole day... Damn bored...

Cant sms because I gotta maintain RM30...

F5 friends have SPM so cant hang out with them...

F4 friends one by one of them either on vacation or working or no time...

Dad outstation AGAIN...

Mum working...

Cant go out... T_T

Here's a pic of me and my sis eating a very sweet pineapple using the Web Cam.

Here's us enjoying the sweet pineapple. (Lol)

You can see that my sis's eyes are aiming at my pineapple.

Then she shoots!

And she DIDNT score! LOL

...zzz...

One thing I hate about holidays is that I have nothing to do when I'm bored of everything...

Cant finish RTF videos when I don't have the rest of the recordings... So I'll have to wait... The rest of the parts are done though...

I dont have inspiration for my own videos...

No new youtube videos to follow...

Lazy to watch series unless its D.I.E...

Planning to excercise in the gym but chickened out...

Wanted to call someone to chat on the phone but my phone bill is damn expensive...

Planning to take the motor driver's license...

Mum bought a webcam and a pendrive for me... <3 her so much! That's coz she usually doesnt buy them for me...

Gosh, I have almost eveything I want... ALMOST...

Next on my list is that computer drawing thingie...you know, the one where people use them to draw stuff on the computer... Donno what its call but I want it!

And a microphone...makes it easier for my video recordings.

Atleast this is what $$ can buy...

This is total BULLSHIT OK?!

IT SUCKS being ME!

Nothing is worth it anymore!

I'm better off DEAD!

Money Money Money!!

Went to Pragin today... bought LOADS of new clothes!

And spent RM200 on them!

Bought my first high heels... Which, I'm not sure if I can walk with them...xD

But it sure was fun. First time being able to be fashionable for a change.

Made some new adult friends and even some little friends. Got loads of discounts too! xD

But...now I need...MONEY!!!

And I'm waiting for my parents to come back home and scold me for spending so much xP

......

Shet...

My sis's swollen, red eyes has passed on to me...

Damn hurts...

Hate this...

Argh!!!

Abracadabra Clsee93's Maple Version!

LOL

Finished it in half a day.

I know its cacat but I learnt new skills! xP




In case you've never seen or forgotten how the Abracadabra 'booty dance' is, check it from here.

Exams

Exams for this year are finally over and I'm totally preparing for my grave!

Was moody last night, around 1.40 a.m., couldnt sleep so I took out a pencil and paper and started drawing...

I took out one on my K-Zone magazines and chose a picture of Jessica Simpson to draw... But as I draw her, it looked nothing like her so I stopped drawing her and drew something different...
































Then after some adjustment...
















I know I know, it looks cacat...


Well, a few days before exam even started, my annoying little sister was eating a pack of rollar coaster's BY HERSELF, while watching TV. Then suddenly she did this....

















How 'high' can you go~?
















Please ignore the giant wine behind the tall pile of rollar coaster's. Thank you.

I'm crying OK?!

Today was suppose to be a great day...

Having a great party with my cousins and all...

But dad...

Why must you start this pointless conversation and make me upset when I'm suppose to be happy...

You asked me what have I done to make you happy... I didn't want to answer you...

You yelled... I have no choice...

You've neglected me a long time ago... leaving a huge scar on me that made me feel unconfident, useless and pointless...

I told you the truth, with my tears to prove it....

You didn't know what to answer, so you yelled at me more telling me not to cry...

Mum came, she saw me in tears, but did nothing... Nothing at all...

This scar is deeper than any of my scars, the deepest...

There's no medicine for this... Not EVER...

1902 Subbies!

1902 Subscibers!!! 98 to more to go till I reach 2k!!!

And I saw this comment left by a subscriber... Totally took me off guard and I laughed real hard lol here's what it says ' i watched all of ur series and i thought that they were awesome and so pro, but i wuz sad when i sa wo of ur series unfinished!!!! im very disapointed in u! D=< '

Cute...lol

Yuck...

Rereading every past posts about love and stuff feels... YUCK!

DELETE DELETE DELETE!!!

I don't even like love talk and stuff...gross... lol

Efforts...

Argh!!! I feel like crushing you with my bare hands!!!


Sigh...

Finished the 3 hours of Karate training...felt so sweaty... But I don't think I put much effort into any of my punch or kicks... sigh...

-Slaps myself-

How come everything I do will turn out effortless?

I love karate... but I'm no good at it... still stuck in brown 2...

I love my bass... but why can't I play it well?!?!

I love to draw... but I can't draw anything BUT manga...

I love to animate... but my computer keeps me from doing anything right...

I love you... but nothings gonna happen between us because you won't know... and even if you do, you won't care...

Freedom!

For the first time in a very VERY long while, I felt free!

Well, not REALLY free, just free from my feelings and emotions!

Its been a while since I felt NORMAL again...

And it's the BEST!

Even if its just a scam, I didnt care anymore...

I just want to be happy! To be ME!

When was the last time I liked a guy? I mean, a GUY! Ever since those two idiots came in my life, I didnt think I'd trust guys anymore... Well, I don't hate guys, just don't trust them anymore... Well, except you JZ, xD!

Hmmm...I wonder what I can do to the picture he gave me... I won't burn it, coz that's what idiots who are in love do, but I'm not in love with him, so I'm gonna keep his picture and SHOW THE WORLD WHO THIS IDIOT IS! MUAHAHAHA!

-Chokes-


x_X

Just a thought...

Review everything I've been keeping with me that reminds me of you...

I find the mood I used have, placing myself behind humbleness...

Waited for too long, Tears shed when thinking of you...

But what's happiness to me?

Whenever I'm in love, I felt hurt
Whenever I'm hurt, I start crying
And I'm tired of crying...

Don't want to hurt you but got hurt instead...

I kept every memories I have, everything great about you, like an addictive drugs that was cheating on me...

I was always forcing myself in this dilemma, I asked myself to let go...

Closed my eyes and let you go,to forget everything and start all over...

Drowned in my own pool of tears... No mood in doing anything at all... pulled a fake smile in front of my family just to get by each day... And they bought it... Not only them, those who think I'm happy were all fooled...


Been a while since I've cried... cried yesterday...it was refreshing...


Life's so unfair...



You mean so much to me

I just wish I could tell you now

but I would never be able to find the words

without Breaking Down



Found these interesting quotes on the net... they sound so deep...

Tagged

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。

(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。



♥ 被点到的:

1. Yan Yan
2. Hui Min
3. Eunice
4. MayKim
5. Longgan
6. Yee Jia
7. ZhiTing
8. Longgan
9. May May
10. Jingyi



﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌

01 - [ 4号认识6号吗? ]:: Ofcoz, or I wouldnt be tagging them
02 - [ 10号是男还是女? ]:: girl
03 - [ 8号的兴趣是? ]:: Super Junior! xD
04 - [ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]:: I know she has a Brother!
05 - [ 7号姓氏? ]:: Yong
06 - [ 10号人缘好吗? ]:: Yup
07 - [ 4号有人追吗? ]:: Not sure but if I had to guess, I'd say YES!
08 - [ 承上2号呢? ]:: Har?
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]:: Last year was blue, donno this year got change or not
10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]:: Yup!
11-[ 8号的生日是? ]:: -checks calender- August 2!
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]:: PCGHS
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]:: Same primary school and Librarian
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]:: Not sure
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]:: Does going to her house count?
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]:: Yes!
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]:: If u mean Hanging out, then yes!
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]:: A Prefect! xP
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]:: Cute! xD
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]:: As a friend, yes.

﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的:: Wen Chien
2. 你们认识多久呢:: 3 years?
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗:: Yup!
4. 你与他(她)的关系是:: good friends?
5. 你觉得他(她)的个性如何:: Special!
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是:: Finding her special someone! xD

﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌

問 : 當你在更衣室沖水门忽然被打开了你会...
答 : 'WEI!!!' then take the shower to shower that person

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了,你会...
答 : OMG! LOOK AT THAT GIRL!!! xD

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : I'll pay for the hourse back riding fee and rides away on the hourse

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買吗
答 : No, coz whats the point of buying a swimsuit if I cant swim? (plus, I think I 'forgot' to bring my swimsuit on purpose)

問 : 会的。。
答 : What?

問 : 回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿 你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : Either Nokia or Sony Erricson

問 : 海边对你來说是
答 : A place where Tsunamies roam!

問 : 看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗
答 : Maybe yes maybe no

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : No I guess?

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 ：Tan Yi Wei!

問 : 有人说该減肥了你会
答 ：Not eat infront of them

問 : 自恋 適合你吗?
答 : No...

Sigh...

Computer busted for a whole week...

Stupid virus...

But now its FIXED! Reformatted!

But all the programs gone...GONE~ I TELL YOU!

And the memories...ALL MY SONGS! MY VIDEOS! MY PICTURES!!!!




ARE STILL HERE!!! xD


Good thing I save everything in an extended Hard drive...

I'm Sad...

Feeling useless even though I'm being used...

Emotions are getting in the way of everyting...

Crushed is what I'm feeling...

How many pieces of my heart are missing?

How many times have my heart been broken?

Its not you, its me...

You did nothing wrong...

Its just my emotions...

I'm too sensitive...

Maybe I AM better off without emotions...

[MS] Hold On [Incomplete]

Jonas Brothers' Hold On




I tried new techniques with this video, but its still so...lame...

I GOTTA IMPROVE MORE!!!

My Voice

I... heard my voice on RTF episode 1... and... I SOUND SO GROSS!!! xD

By gross, I mean acting like a bossy, spoiled, arrogant, princessy CHICK! I know I'm spoiled by my parents but I'm not THAT spoiled! Am I? o_O

Anyway, I'm totally losing my mind... I'm so afraid of getting hurt... Phobia... *sigh*

I wanted to say I love my life, but whenever I DID say that, life would take a 180 turn and I'll have to take back what I said...

So conclusion, does life suck?

Told Eunice a phase I made up on the spot a few minutes ago... It was one of the many random topics we chatted about...

If the one you love loves you, life's great.
If you love the one who loves someone else, life sucks!

Its a bit cacat but true. Wakakaka!

I love this song! Was also introduced by the same person who introduced me to Younha's other songs xD

Younha's My song and... (English version)

I made a song for you my friend
I made a song that I will sing for you
Filling my life with many beautiful lights
And a thousand melodies
You are my paradise

I made a song for you my dream
I made a song that I will sing for you my friend
Falling in love with every part of your life
Until the end of time
I love you more than my life
I wanna know you more
When you call me an angel
When you cross me look
Into my eyes

Even though my love for you
May fade away
I wanna give you more than words ever say
Cause I believe in you
And my song will fill the air when we’re apart
Even though my love for you may fade away
I wanna let my words be true till the end of time
‘Cause I believe you’ll never forget and I won’t forget
The song in my heart

Every time when I was down
You always came around
And your love of life to my life
I am gonna sing forever
I am gonna sing forever

Close you eyes
I wanna give you more than words can ever say
‘Cause I believe in you
And my song will fill the air when we’re apart
Even though my love for you may fade away
I wanna let my words be true till the end of time
‘Cause I believe you’ll never forget
And I won’t forget the song in my heart

I wanna sing for you my friend
I wanna sing for you with all my heart
I wanna sing for you my dream
I wanna sing for you and…




*Sigh*

Butterstick!

Meet Butterstick!



Voice by me and my little sister Nee

P.S. I just wasted 47 seconds of your life... HAHA! xP

Pictures...

Here's some pictures I drew out of boredom and some of my pet hamster Ham-Ham!

Aw~ Isn't he ADORABLE?!

Look at his CUTE fingers!!! xD

Eunice said this is a boy... but when I look at it, ITS A GIRL who LOOKS like a boy!

What do you think? Is it a boy or a girl who looks like a boy? Please mind the bad quality of the photographed picture...

(Drew this a few months ago...)

Got bored during class so I took out a random paper and drew something on it DURING GCC's class... xD

Started drawing this, JY said it looked like his thirsting for BLOOD... She told me to draw another one with him licking something...xD

So I drew this but was lazy to finish it...

Only got to his eyes...

After that, drew something on the word filled paper...

I literally drew on the the question paper...xD

This is call RE-USE!

Drew these a few days ago... So long haven't drawn anything... I'm gonna re-write, re-draw and re-create 5.5... (Only a few, and I really mean a few, people know what 5.5 stands for kakaka)

I'm going Nuts...

Everything's going crazy...

I want to cry it out but I cant...

I cant express it out either...

But its stuck in my heart, making it so difficult for me...

Bullshits keep happening...

How can I make it stop?

A huge burden lifted from me, but it opened my eyes to another burden I wasnt paying much attention to...

Hey dude, Sorry about that...

didnt mean to waste your time...

didnt want to see you waste your effort...

Thanks for everything though...

Introducing Ham Ham my pet HAMSTER!

Meet...

Ham-Ham

His a naughty dwarf hamster who ate his own sister/wife, seriously...

But despite what he did, which is eating his sister's, Snowy, corpse, and I have to clean the cage and touch what's left of it, we still love him ^^, despite his hobby of biting us.

He loves to eat and always had time to poop on your hand. His cute, fluffy and cautious, he'll strike at any moment!

Here's what his been up to yesterday...

"I smell MANGO! WHERE'S MY MANGO?!?!"

"Oooh~ I look HAWT and Mysterious!"

"This must be the BIGGEST bass guitar I have EVER seen! And I've seen one, ya know?"

"Hmmm...This must be an E... It sure SMELLS like an E!"

"I believe I can fly~, I'm the king of the world! Bow down to ME!"

Wasted 24 hours of my life...

My stupid PC is lagging again... There's like, 130GBs LEFT! So why does it say Memory shortage?!?!

Took more than 3 tries to render my video, its 5 minutes long now, and STILL it doesnt work!

Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage


Ugh!

My 1646 subscribers (so little T_T) are waiting!!! They've been requesting it again and again and again and again...And now its DONE! So WHY CANT IT WORK PROPERLY?!?!





Sorry, I'm a little bit off today...=_=

Boring...

Damn bored today...

Went to Karate, sweat like hell... but same as always...

Nothing to do...read every one's blog but it seems like their inactive too...

Tried practicing with it, almost memorized all of it but what's the point when its not going happen?

I'm a very superstitious person so I believe in Tarot Cards...

It says its not going to happen...

but its up to me to decide whether its worth it or not...

Why shouldn't I believe in it?

It was right the first time, so whats so different about this time?

But I seriously wanna learn it. Its so COOL!

But its target less...

Never mind...

If 'that' really happened, then IHY...

Here blogging while waiting for my video to render... took more than 3 hours already with only something as long as 2 minutes...

I felt like a fool... doing this thing while the others didn't even want to touch...

I wanna quit H2C... no one seems to be interested in it... even the others...

But its hard to resist...

Here's a note to an idiot..

I'm so annoyed whenever you ask about her. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HER!!! If you wanna chase her, THEN GO AHEAD! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! SHE'S NOT AS COOL AS YOU THINK, OK?!?! SHE DOESN'T EVEN LIKE YOU!!! SO SHUT THE F*CK UP! IF YOU ASK ABOUT HER ONE MORE TIME, SERIOUSLY, I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL FREAKING KILL YOU!!!


Well, I felt better now... haha

Move ON, DAMMIT!

For the first time in my life, I WANT time to slow down...

I feel like I'll lose something important soon...

I dont want to be a burden. But what can I do? I'm weak!

3 things I'm advising myself.

STOP CRYING.

DEAL WITH IT.

And MOVE ON!

No Point in hurting myself with these stupid feelings.

Their all LIES

Reset

Refresh

and Restart

That's all that matters.

So STOP WITH THE TEARS AND MOVE ON DAMMIT!

Whatever...

Its finally over... well, I think its over... I HOPE its over... but is it really over?

Gone... WHOOSH!... Disappeared?

I have no freaking idea...

Love SUCKS!

It hurts too much and it can be a pain in the butt!

I'm REALLY gonna break Cupid's arrows if it ever happen again...

But then again...

sigh...

...nevermind...

3 Pictures, 3 Sentence

3 words, The Pictures Taken...



August 27 2009, went to school to practice drama with the other Librarians. Then after that, went to One Stop with Phaik Kim and JooYee to have lunch. We went to KFC...

I have 4 words to describe this picture...

...Those are NOT MINE!

The spegetti and smashed potato was Phaik Kim's...haha... then the rest are mine. JooYee wanted revenge so she arrange everything like that and took this pic...lol



August 28 2009, went to school because they forced my class to go to some stupid time wasting speech...They forced us to come, forced us to shut up, and worst...forced us to SING!

1 word...

...BORING!

You can see Chin Chin complaining to Tze Huay...


August 24 2009, Longgan, her brother, Jian Zhen, HuiMin came to my house for recording session. Ended up fooling around and chatted weird topics... I got fed up so I took out a gun and shoot them...

2 words...

...All DIE!

Haha!

Dammit!

I finally figured out why I was having these mood swings...

It has absolutely nothing to do with me, but why should I worry over someone who doesn't even care about me?

Now I've became so feeling-less over things.

My expressions have nothing to do with my feelings.

I'm just wasting my time!

Its painful to see you right in front of me and hurting me like HELL but I cant even do anything about it, whats worst is that you dont even know you're hurting me.

This sucks! I hate this!

The prediction came true...

Chess...

I cant believe I'm saying this...

But...

I like CHESS!

Damn it!

Pwettyyyy...

Why does it has to be so DARN pretty?

Time for WAR!..

...With my SISTER!

'See's

Recently took a picture of my cousins from my dad's side of the family. Unlike my mum's side, who are all guys with me and my lil sis who are the only girls, my cousins from my dad's side are

all girls, lol. Weird huh?

A Pic of me, my sis and my cousins...

From your left to right, there's See Bee Bee (the toy poodle), See Cee Leah (Me), See Bee Tin (My cousin, 3rd of her family), See Fern Nee (My sis), See Bee Yong (My cousin, youngest of her family) and on top on the mini sofa, See Bee Koon (My cousin, eldest in her family)

So basically, we have many Es in our name. Hahax.

Isnt See Bee Bee cute? She's very active and photo shy, lol. That's why she looked away. XD

Here's her Cosplaying as a korean

Here's another of her cosplaying as a gangster in a bike!

And this one is her preparing to go SHOPPING! XD


And this is her saying bye bye to you with puppy dog eyes begging you not to leave...lolx

xD

I LOVE Nobuo from Nana the Live Action Movie SO DAMN MUCH!

He is SO CUTE! xP

Doesnt he have the 'pretty boy/ handsome' look? xP

Ok ok, I think I over react... xP

Holiday...yay? zzz...

The one week holiday has finally arrived...

But gonna be so darn busy...

Got Videos to make,scripts to write, lessons to learn, places to go, lines to memorize, recordings to record and most importantly, weight to gain...zzz

Got Librarian's Anniversary's Drama to prepare too... only less than a week to make ends meet... hope it goes well... xD

I LOVE YOU! DADDY and MUMMY!

Thanks for spending RM1250 for the whole thing! xD I LOVE YOU!

Even though I have NO IDEA how to use it, I promise I'll appreciate it and learn it properly.

It's SO FREAKING AWESOME!!! xD

You're the BEST PARENTS IN THE WORLD! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! MUAKS! xD

Tagged by Eunice L

what's your..
1 Last beverage: Soya drink
2 Last phone call: 10 minutes ago.
3 Last text message: a second ago
4 Last song you listened to: I wanna by the All American Rejects
5 Last time you cried: Dont wanna remember

Have u ever:
6 Dated someone twice: No
7 Been cheated on: No idea...
8 Kissed someone and regretted it: zzz...
9 Lost someone special: Kinda...
10 Been depressed: ya, now too...
11 Been drunk and threw up: No

three favourite colour :
12 Apple Green
13 Light Blue
14 Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15 Made a new friend: Lots
16 Fallen out of love: Unsuccesfully...
17 Laughed until you cried: Yup
18 Met someone who changed you: Yes
19 Found out who were your true friend: Yea
20 Found out someone was talking about you : Still looking...
21 Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No...
22 How many people on your friend list do you know in real life: All of them?
23 How many kids do you want to have: Not kids, Puppies! xD
24 Do you have any pets: Ya, a hamster name Ham-Ham! xD
25 Do you want to change your name: Only the spelling
26 What did you do for your last birthday: Crying and making a fool out of myself
27 What time did you wake up today: 6am
28 What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching TV
29 Name something you CANNOT wait for: My dream to come true
30 Last time you saw your Mother: a few seconds ago
31 What is the one thing you wish you could change about your life: My height? lol
32 What are you listening to right now: Still listening to I wanna by All American Rejects...lol
33 Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Err...no?
34.What's getting on your nerves right now: something...or someone...(not telling)
35 Most visited webpage: Youtube
36 Whats your real name: See Cee Leah, that's pronounced C.C.Lea!
37 Nicknames: Cecilia, does it count?
38 Relationship Status: Single and inlove
39 Zodiac sign: Taurus
40 Male or female : Female
41 Elementary?: PCGPS
42 Middle School?: PCGPS
43 High school/college?: PCGHS
44 Hair colour: Black with a slight brownish highlight (Natural Color)
Long or short: Short but wish it were long
46 Height: Next question!
47 Do you have a crush on someone?: A HUGE crush
48 What do you like about yourself?: My hair xD
49 Piercings: Yesh
50 Tattoos: No
51 Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS:
52 First surgery: No
53 First piercing: 7 I think
54 First best friend: Dont remember...
55 First sport you joined: Dont remember
56 First vacation: Dont remember
57 First pair of trainers: I dont think I have
RIGHT NOW:
57 Eating: No
58 Drinking: No
59 I'm about to: Download I Wanna by All American Rejects...xD
60 Listening: STILL listening to I Wanna by All American Rejects hahax
61 Waiting: For someone...haha
YOUR FUTURE:
62 Want kids? : Ask my future Husband lol
63 Get Married? : Currently hope so...haha
64 Career? : Video Editing-related jobs or Animator or Writer
WHICH IS BETTER:
65 Lips or eyes: Eyes
66 Hugs or kisses: Hugs
67 Shorter or taller: Taller la!
68 Older or Younger: Younger
69 Romantic or spontaneous: A bit of both?
70 Nice stomach or nice arms: ARMS!
71 Sensitive or loud: A bit of both
72 hook up or relationship: Relationship
73 Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble Maker coz its more fun!

HAVE YOU EVER:
74 Kissed a stranger: In my dreams
75 Drank hard liquor: No.
76 Lost glasses/contacts: Not yet
77 Sex on first date: W-WHAT?! NO!
78 Broken someone's heart: Yea, 5 to be exact...
79 Been arrested: No! I'm a good girl!
80 Turned someone down: Yea
81 Cried when someone died: No one I know died yet...
82 Fallen for a friend?: Yea...
83 At the end, you need to choose 15 people (girls n boys) to be tagged and list their names.

Can I NOT tag anyone?

Bad Luck

Tuesday... I'll never forget that day...

I woke up early for Librarian duty, went to the car with my dad and sis to find that the car wont start... Then me and my sis ran back up home to get my mum's car key...

Back down, Whoops! Tripped and fell...

Injured both my knees! But minor only...

Then Have to wait for an hour until I finally bandaged it up...

Then after school... Was the LAST student to be picked up by parents...its not the first time and it wont be the last!

Then my dad took me to my fav 'restorant', only to find it was closing time when we arrived...zzz...

3 strikes in a single day!

Sigh...

Dragon Ball

Hey! Look What I Found!

I've totally forgotten about my Form 3 art assignment! xD

We were ask to draw a kid's clock! So I drew this! This is like, my second best art, with paintings, yet! The best I've drawn is a portrait of Tata Young from a magazine, which I seem to have misplaced...lol

Those idiots

I'm so PISSED OFF!

Those teachers should have their brains CHECKED!

I mean, clearly, with 15 witnesses, ITS YOU'RE FAULT!

Don't go around demeriting people's marks FOR YOUR OWN SAKE!

I'm SO PISSED!

And Miss T. Vasanta is just too cruel to ME!

All I did was ONE mistake! I answered ONE wrong question! And you're like "I donno what happen to you" ?!?! WHAT THE FCK!

You're just being unfair! I didn't even talk and you're telling me that you're gonna demerit my marks!

I'm already having a bad day and you're just making it WORST! OK?!

I'm so stressed out lately and you're Putting more pressure on me! Just STOP OK?!

ONE mistake! And now you're disappointed in me?! PLUS! I answered correctly almost immedietly, and you're saying "Like that also donno" ARGH!

Seriously! I dont need you to ruin my life! Someone's already ruining it! OK?!

Tagged...Again...

遊戲規則：

1、被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯， 刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後傳給其他人， 列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了， 被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。

2 、這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的， 並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去。

3 、不能回傳，否則犯規！

4 、被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。

5、請點10個朋友,不准不點，點完後請通知那10個老朋友他們被點！被点者：

1. HuiMin

2. Longgan

3. Kido

4. Phoebe

5. ZhiTing

★.PART ONE

Q01、你的大名？

★SEE CEE LEAH

02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？

★A life with with only smiles and happiness

Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？

★ Friendship, Coz love SUCKS!

Q04、你相信天長地久嗎？

★NO

Q06、你現在過得快樂麼？

★No, infact, the opposite

Q07、如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎？

★If I can trust that person

Q08、喜歡小Baby嗎？

★Not really

Q09、覺得友情是永遠的麼？

★Depends

Q10、希望自己多大結婚？

★ Before 27

Q11、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情？

★If that person is worth it

Q12、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？

★Straight

Q13、最想去哪裡旅遊？

★Japan

Q14、一輩子都不會忘記的事？

★Is the fact that I try SO HARD to forget that

Q15、如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回他？

★If that person loves me too, then ya, if not, why the F*CK would I do that?

Q16、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？

★The person I want to forget most

Q17、你會愛他一輩子麼？

★No, already trying to forget

Q18、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？

★ Neither...Love Sucks

Q19、你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛？

★Do what ever I can just see that person smile

Q20、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？抱著他？

★Nothing, coz there are always witnesses

Q21、如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？

★-Censored-

Q22、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎？

★Already regreting one now

Q23、現在最迷什麼？

★Nothing

Q24、你是好孩子嗎？

★Ya, too good...

Q25、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？

★My mind says bread, but myheart

Q26、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣？

★ I wont, coz either I wont accept love in the first place, or I'll be the one dumping

Q27、如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？

★Call to ask for a reason

Q28、现在给你勇气，你最想做些什么事？

★ Slap her

★.PART TWO

01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的？★YeeJia

02、你們認識多久呢？★ More than 7 years

0.3 TA對你來說重要嗎？★Sure

04、你與TA的關係是？★Best Friends

05、請問TA的興趣是？★Music

06、你覺得TA的個性如何？★ Needs some temper adjustments but other than that, she's ok

07、TA在你心目中是幾分？★80%

08、睡覺前第一件事？開風扇？喝水？★Turn off the lights

09、你的偶像？★No one in particular

10、你喜歡的季節？★ Spring

11、你打工麼？★Want to, but cant

12、打工次數？★Zero

13、你想去的國家？★Japan

14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？★Heartless

15、你會抽煙麼？★What?

16、你會喝酒麼？★Yes

17、你常哭麼？★ Nowadays, A LOT

18、你常笑麼？★Nowadays, Not much

19、你喜歡去哪玩？★Theme Parks!

20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？★Ofcorse NOT

21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？★ Maybe 10am

22、今天的天氣是？★Just Fine

53、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？★No Idea

★.PART THREE

54、我的BGM好听么？★Never heard of that song

55、你的皮包里有什么说说吧★Money, house card key, my photos, my friend's photo, HIS photo (which I will burn when I'm free)

56、你生命中最重要的人是？★My family and Friends, but most importantly, MYSELF!

57、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？★No Idea

58、现在有喜欢的人吗？★Wish I hadnt

59、你還喜歡他(她)嗎?★ Sadly, ya

60、你觉得我坏吗？★Yeejia? YES! xD

Its Done!

Went to PCGPS's karate for training this morning, the 90 minutes of training felt like forever! Did more then 150 squad ups and downs none stop! After that, I cant feel my legs!!! Not to mention the 40 sit ups in total I did yesterday in PCGHS's Karate which made the muscles in my stomach ache! I cant wait for tomorrow when the pain arrives! (Obviously, I'm being sarcastic)

Anyway, I finished RTF's Opening Theme Song without H2... Wait a second! I think I was the one who made the whole thing! xD Lol...I wanted to start making the series so bad!!!

Go check it out on H2C's Blog once its uploaded

WTF

Is it me, or are people passing by me and I didn't even notice?

Its been happening quiet often nowadays...

JY said I must have a lot in my mind, but I don't know...

I know my eye sights are bad but this is ridiculous!

Anyway, I'm having another dilemma...

Should I thank her or strangle her?

Its not fun thanking her, but its *cough* rude *cough* to strangle her...

What am I kidding, its no fun without her idiotic debates...

That's what I love to HATE about her!

Like she said, who can resist her?

Apparently, I can! xD...

HA-LAY-LU-YA!

GAWD! After 4 days without computer, which is more than I can handle, ITS FRIDAY!

So many things happening in these 4 days...

First off, after some convincing form YJ, I've decided to go to the school's concert... Had a hard time looking for tickets to buy...Then bought a RM50 ticket instead, but it costs me RM35 so I received 'Diskaun Diterima' lolx

Next, our class went to do gotong-royong, as punishment for what happened in Teacher's day, and we had fun! Plus, we did it as P.Moral's Project... Pn. Peh came and watched us too...haha... Hate to say it, but it was kinda fun chatting with Pn.Peh... JY suggested that we have another punishment by helping the enviroment, which Pn. Peh suggested that we cut the school field's grass! xD...I wished JY good luck as I know I SO dont want to be in on it! Pn. Peh told JY and I that if we did it, she'll add marks in our diciplinary marks... JY immedietly agree and at the same time, I disagree... Coz I have like, 100 marks d? haha

Then yesterday, some stupid pervert had 'master bed' beside our classroom's cementary! It scared the hell out of Wern Yen when that F**king pervert saw her and she was so scared that she cried and fainted...As a (failed) St John Member, me and JY helped her regain conciousness... Stupid Tan Guat Beng! She didnt even help out! Instead of helping or worrying, she scolded our class for not listening to her in class! What kind of BULLSHIT is THAT?!?!

We all hate her even more now...Planning to sue her (jk)...wakakax

Then there's one more thing...which I probably shouldnt write...but its MY blog and I have the RIGHTS to POST it!

But then again, I won't... Yeah YOU should know who I'm reffering to! 'M'

This is for YOU!

Requested by a best friend. Was suppose to dedicate it to someone. But wasnt able to finish it before they broke up...

Its not complete nor will I complete it...

Westlife's I Lay My Love On You MMV

HuiMin and Longgan came over to my house yesterday, we were planning on making RTF's Theme Songs, Opening and Ending. Had a hard time editing it since my computer is DAMN LAG!!!

Anyway, I manage to finish 1/3 of the video, yes, ME... HuiMin and Longgan were busy having fun with my laptop...zzz...

But anyway, went to St John Campfire after that... it was raining...

Damn unlucky for St John, a.k.a. My teammates, to choose that day...

They move the whole campfire to our school hall...

We waited at a classroom while who knows what they were doing... We played Truth or Dare with Zhiting, Samantha, her sister, Yan Yan, and a few others.

A friend of mine walk pass our class and HuiMin and Longgan begin turning hiao...xD...

They were obssesed with a younger guy, I have no idea who or how he looked like, and turns out that my friend knows that guy... and they were asking me to go ask my friend, which I didnt coz I didnt want to use him nor do I want HuiMin and Longgan to 'flirt'.

So after that, we all went in to the hall... The campfire started and we had fun.

BUT, during the break, Longgan and HuiMin turned 'hiao' again... sigh...

Ended the day happily...

Then Today, got scolded by my mum first thing in the morning... NOT a good way to start a day... It totally spoiled my mood... And DAMN tired... I got lazy in Karate... nearly fell asleep DURING karate training!

Then went home and sleep some more...

I hate listening to my mum whine... it annoys me... but I love my mum, coz she bought me A NEW WATER BOTTLE!!! xD

Is it true?

As naive as I may be, no one could control their own feelings...

But what was once thought to be controlled, couldn't be control anymore...

I could dream about you all I want, but I wouldn't be in yours

My life is filled with choices, but I wonder why I chose you

They asked for my permission years before I even met you

And they watched as I met and fall hard for you, but they couldnt do anything about it...

Time passed and I'm here wondering why it all happened

Why I made every decision from that day

Its so emo of me

I watched as my friends held hands with their partners

It felt so sweet

And I admired that kind of sweetness

But now

I watched as my friends cry upon me

Saying 'Why did she wanted to break up?!'

Or 'I regret meeting and falling for her'

And some willing to go through the pain AGAIN, but worse, just to be with that person

Now thinking back at my situation compared to my friends

Was it better to have love and lost it, or to never have love at all?

My Own Parody!!!

You've probably heard Miley Cyrus' '7 Things' song, if not, then here's the MV with Lyrics




Lol...

Anyway, with a song like this, its easy to do a parody, check this one out!





LOL! xD

Anyway, I created my own parody myself... Too bad I cant sing or have a cool band like that parody or it'll be WAY COOL! xD

Anyway, I only changed the lyrics,

WARNING

This is only for entertainment purposes only. It wasnt meant as an insult or offence nor was it dedicated to anyone. It was just purely made for the sake of boredom and funny purposes. Please DO NOT copy this and stay ORIGINAL or I'll kill you in your sleep Mwahahahaha...

Note: Listen to the original '7 Things' while reading my edited lyrics, it'll be funnier...kakaka...

I Probably shouldnt post this,
But I'll regret it if I don't.
When I think about the memories,
Of the happy days with you.

It was awesome but its over,
It's not possible for me, to forget...

Now I watch you, from a distance
Wanting so bad for you to hear,
What I'd say, to you.

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, Oh You!

You're Vain, You're a Pain, You're very Weird
You al-rea-dy have her!
You make me cry, all the time!
But you dont even give a Damn~!

It hurts, REAL bad
When you act like the best, just know you're NOT!
Its hard for me, to live on like this...

And the 7th thing, I hate the most that you do~

You Make Me Love You...

I watched you during recess,
And sometimes after school.
But you never seem to notice,
Of me being in love with you.

It wasnt easy,
Better believe it,
I was heartbroke, tried to forget it,
But I cant...

Oh Yes, I'll scream it out...
So that its loud and~ clear~.

The 7 things I hate about Love!
These pain, these aches, these hurtful tears!
The fact that you love her~
It made me cry, day and night
But you don't even know about that!

You're style, they're weird!
What's in your mind, I have no idea~!
I cannot be, with the one I love~!

And the 7th thing, I hate the most of loving you~...

I cant get, over you~...

And it's obvious that this song,
Is coming to an end.
I probably should mention, the 7 things I like...

The 7 things I Like about YOU!
Your eyes, your charm, your lovely smile!
I blush when I think of you.
You make me laugh, you make me cry,
But I guess that's what you're really like!

The way, you laugh
It felt so nice, I can almost fly~!
I wanna be, with the one I love~...

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do~

You make me love you~ You do~ Ho~

(Parody created by CLeah and CLeah ONLY!)

And PLEASE dont take it as an offence or bla bla bla... Like I mention before, it was NOT created to insult or offence anyone, it WAS NOT dedicated to ANYONE!
Even if it were, I wouldnt tell the truth... kakaka...

Ugh!!!

WHY AM I FEELING SO MAD?!?!

I've made my decision! But why is thinking of it pisses me off?!?!

Is it because I'm having doubts?

Is it because doing this is POINTLESS?

Is it because there's NO FUTURE in this?!?!

NO! I'm SURE I'm OK with those things... But WHAT'S making me so pissed off?!?!

I'm just so confused!

Every time when I think of it, I feel so STUPID! But I didnt regret making this decision! I know I'm being used and will probably be thrown away like a used tissue, but THAT'S JUST NOT WHAT MADE ME MAD!

Is it because of rejection?

Failure?

Losing something important to me?

Yea...maybe...I don't know...

But I'm doing this for myself! Life's just rough! Its unfair... its cruel... but there's a reason why its like that... I just don't know what...

Dilemma...

I'm so confused!

Should I or shouldnt I?

If I do it...then... There's will be a new road for me to walk to...

But it would end in tears...hurtful tears...

But if I don't... then nothing will happen at all! But it will save me from that hurtful days...

Are you willing to sacrifice being hurt VERY bad...for the BEST and probably the happiest memory in your life? With just one 'yes'...it could change my life...

Should I go for it? Or stay on the safe side and nothing will happen...

Should I open a new chapter in my life?

Is the happiness really worth the pain?

Each Happiness costs trice the pain...

But this kind of happiness only cames once in a life time... and this pain will probably leave another painful scar... and both will probably serve a memory in my mind forever...

So should I? I really need an answer...

STOP LAGGING FOR A FREAKING DAMN SECOND!!!

Argh!!! My damn computer is SO LAG!!! SO SLOW!!! How am I suppose to finish my videos if it keeps on LAGGING?!?! GOD! For ONCE! JUST STOP LAGGING!!!

Anyway, RTF Episode 2's story board is 80% finished... It's so AWESOME!!! xD -Drools-

Stay Tune!

RTF Episode still in progress... T_T

Everyone, including myself, is so busy nowadays...Sigh...

What?!?!

OMFG! MY WATER BOTTLE IS PINK!!!

I'm SO waiting for my mum to buy me a new one!!!

FYI, that PINK water bottle aint mine, it WAS my little sis's...and even SHE didnt want it! But no choice...T_T its either Pinky or no bottle at all!

I miss my old water bottle...but there's a huge hole in it THANKS to SOMEONE, which, I wont mention who it is... -glares at Anne Ooi-

Eunice came over today! Yay! But didnt even get to have a proper chat with her since there's so many other students wanting to have her all to themselves... especially *censored*...-thinks of that person and glares away- Ugh!

Ouch!

Darn it... I cut, er I mean, sliced a tiny part of my finger... well, its actually tiny dead skin of my finger but now my finger has a missing corner... its small, but it hurts...

Its on the upper side of my finger...

See that red dot? Its where I accidently slice myself...kakaka

Its probably weird to slice myself but there's a funny reason...

Ok, me and JooYee were having fun torturing...err...I mean...drawing some 'things' that were a way of releasing my evil side...kakaka... then when its time to slice of her head, er...did I say slice off her head? I mean cut the paper...hehe... I was slicing it when suddenly it stopped at her neck...er I mean, the middle part of the paper...lol...then I continued slicing when suddely I slice my own tiny part of my finger... good thing its just dead skin or I'll be in pain...lol...

I guess its punishment of being so cruel to the papar drawn person? xD

Then I tore the papar into many pieces and after the final bell rang, I threw it in the big green dust bin... and I erased all the evidents! Muahahaha! xD

Glasses...

FINALLY! I can see!

NO MORE BLURRY FACES!

NO MORE COPYING WRONG THINGS ON THE BLACK BOARD!

NO MORE BLURRY SIGHTS!


But... Do I look good in these new glasses?

T_T




Joo Yee said I looked like a teacher...T_T... she even said "Good Afternoon Teacher See" to me when I put them on...

What's worst is that my little bratty sister LOVED my glasses... she loves to wear them! She even asked if she could take them to school to show it off to her friends! But to be honest, she looks good in them... But their MINE!!!

Sunday...

My eyesights getting worst... I cant see peoples faces if their too far, like, my friend who is walking towards me from the canteen at school, and I'm walking from the corridoor, all I see is a familiar figure, and she smiled at me but I couldnt make sure that it was really her so I waited til we walked closer to smile back...

And went to QB today with some friends from camp... I came late so I had to wait for them to finish their movie... First time being with THAT much guys and me the only girl... well, actually not considered first time since I usually hang out with a bunch of my cousins, who are all boys, and only me and my sister are girls...but that didnt count...So yea, but I thought they were...well...err...kinda....gay? lol... I mean, "I wanna go look for clothes..." that was what the guy said... and its freaking me out... lol

Wasnt much fun either...but I saw many of my school mates... but it doesnt change anything... sigh...

I'm waiting every single day for that thing, my friend predicted, to happen... I dont know when it's going to happen... but my tears are ready to drop at anytime... I feel like I dont know what's going on... like everything is a blur...just like my eyesight, I dont know what's coming for me until it happened...

Sigh...

Teachers Day

Sigh... Today's teacher's day... And its Saturday... T.T just wasted a whole day in school...

Anyway, Chin Chin and the others bought cake, I have no idea that their actually going to make a mini party... They mentioned it before but I didnt think that they're serious...

So, basically, during recess, they invited Our home room teacher, P.A. teacher, Sivik and PJ teacher, P.M teacher, and MM teacher... They invited SJ teacher but she rejected, giving Vanessa a tupper wear to put the cake...=_="...

And GCC too, but she reject too... and we gave them all slices of melted cake...including GCC, even after all that's happened between her and our class (well, excluding me and Joo Yee...xD) and then the rest of the cake was eaten by us... base on the prefects, the whole school (afternoon session) were waiting for our class...

So we came in late...big deal! We didnt miss anything...I think...o.O

Then after the performance, its already 6pm... and everyone can leave EXCEPT our class... why? because Pn. Lim and Pn. Par wanted to 'teach us ABC 123...' =_="""

Turns out that we broke the rule... but the teachers have no idea how to punish us, coz what we did was a good thing, but we broke school rules... leaving the teachers in dilemma...

And Pn. Lim said she wanted to deduct our marks, but WLP and GCC (yea, GCC...) asked to pardon us... because it was suppose to be a good thing that we wanted to celebrate with our teachers... We were all shocked when we heard GCC wanted to help us too... So Pn. Lim and Pn. Par wanted us to think of more than 1 punishment for ourselves by Monday... I wonder what's it gonna be...

After that, we RAN back to our class, yea, the whole school was deserted already... I can say that I ran the fastest, excluding Tze Huay, because I was scared to death that I miss my ride...again... but this time, my parents wont be able to fetch me back coz they have dinner...

And what's worse was that I was dead thirsty when I finally got into the car... FYI, Anne broke my water bottle... It has a huge hole on it now... and I have no water to drink until I got back home...

And I seriously gotta get myself glasses... I cant see! Plus! I'm so tired lately that it didnt help my eyesight in class at all! I'm just curious, what kind of glasses suit me? Glasses and me dont fit! xD

Damn! So addicted to Wheesung's Insomnia... xD And I have no idea who Wheesung is!

I've been warned...

Do you believe in fortune tellings? Some do and some dont... but this prediction of my friend's seems to be logical...

Seems that the painful days are coming back... and there's no way I can avoid it...if I do this, I'll get hurt by that particular person, but if I prevent it from happening by doing that, then I'll hurt myself... So either ways the same...I'll cry and suffer the painful days no matter what...

And another thing, it's going to happen at either the time when I'm totally in love, or the time when I wanted to do something for that person but was rejected... its going to hurt me real bad... that's just a prediction, it hasnt happened yet... and as much as I want to prevent it from happening, I cant...

So any advice on how I should avoid it without getting hurt and without even shedding a single drop of tear??

Just wanted to type...

Sigh... Damn bored without Eunice around school...T.T

Anyway, feels like I'm being fooled by someone...Its just a feeling I had since yesterday...but I couldn't be sure...

Times running out... and I wanted to slow it down... and the moments are becoming a habit... I don't know how I'm going to reverse back to my usual self...my usual life...

I love this song... The whole song is about the feelings when your inlove...

Taylor Swift's Crazier

I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow

Let it take me where it wants to go
'till you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before

I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings

But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier

Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue

And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier

Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
Ohhhhh

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore~

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier

Feels like Im falling
And I'mm, lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier
crazier crazier

H2C's storywriter...

Lol... I wrote RTF's first script! And I'll be voice acting as myself and the evil girl (bitch...xD) Scarlet... check out H2C's blog to find out more about the castings...(casted by H2C)

I showed it to Huimin and she totally wanted to kill me...(check her blog and you'll see it on her post's first sentance 'ugh... i'm gonna kill Cleah!.....' Hahaha! That's couse I wrote her part too hiao...lol... then showed it to Joey and Chiyuen, donno if they liked it tho...haha... but they're acting as themselves too...lol... hope they wont kill me too if I wrote the script too over...xD

And Eunice, I hope you'll cheer up... remember, you're the boss! (of the fictional company...) lolx! And M, you cheer up too (even though I'd like it if you lose our glaring contest again... muahahaha) And hope you two will just stay happy! (I know M will not read this, but hopefully Eunice will Kakaka...Hi Eunice!)

Hope for H2C's success in recording and voice acting! The same goes for me... I know how I'm going to act and what to do to make the series interesting and funny and all (with the help of Hitachii, it'll be even better!) but I wonder if I can actually act it out... I know I'll make a fool out of myself...haha

Hope tomorrow's 'voice acting' session and recording session will go smoothly... Gotta go write the rest of the script... Hope it'll be a hit! xD (OMG...I sounded like a real producer) ...lol... Hope for FTC's success with their music and improvements (they improve real fast, I'm shocked myself) and H2C's too (With thanks to FTC's cooperation and help (ALOT of help)

Gee, do you think we'll earn money with all these movie makings? Can we go pro? lol... give me your comments... do we need to improve? Do we need better equipments? lol

Phew...

Felt much better after seeing every one's excitement for H2C...

Lol... just reading my past blog made me feel silly xD

I guess I'm actually happy that H2C exist...VERY happy!

And since Maple YouTube series are so 'in trend' with voice acting... we've decided to voice act our series too! And we get to be ourselves! Well, the only non-fictional characters are FTC and H2C and of course, Eunice...Our VIP Kelefe! LoL! And some who we haven't decided yet! Who knows, YOU might even be in the series! LOL... But please note that if you want to keep your identity private, just say so and our lips (typing hands) are sealed!

But 1 more thing still remains... I FREAKING WANT TO IMPROVE MY SKILLS!!! My expectations for H2C are higher than the others...lol...And Hope our Voice acting and voice recording equipments are perfectly set...lol

This little thing...Damn it!

Look at this little badge...

Doesnt it looked unique?

And I worked so hard to achieve it...

Failures didnt stop me and neither was I giving up...

But now I see that your not worth it...

You caused me pain...

You made me lose blood...

You made...

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THIS!!!

Yea... Its caused by THAT little thing!

Some thought I was commiting suicide! (but as joke)

Well, it aint uniqe now huh?

This sharp little devil...

Dont know how MANY scratches you've already caused me...

Missing Teen!

Teen Missing

Name: See Cee Leah

Age: 16

Description: A 16 year old who looks like a 14 year old (or to some, younger)

Last saw: Sleeping in the class room

If seen or found, please contact us by posting a comment on her cbox!

Rewards will be given (NOT)

Ahahaha! That ALMOST happened in school yesterday!

For those who dont know, here's what happened...

JY was feeling ill and wanted to rest in bilik kebajikan during assembly... so her things are still in class...

My head was hurting like hell (probably because of lack of sleep) so I went to slept on my desk when assembly was over. It was a nice nap. but it didnt last long because I was woken up by a prefect calling me to help JY to take her bag to her... So I took her bags and was on my way out when Vanessa ask,'why dont you go home, you look tired...' (it was probably meant as a peli) ...I just nodded my head and then Tze Huay ask ' want me to help you take your bag? (it was Sejarah, so I know she wanted to skip it xD) I said no and went out...

I gave JY her bags and went back to class. This time, the teacher ask me to copy down the exam answers...So I did it unwillingly... After that was recess, so nothing much happened... Then

AFTER recess, I was taking the dustbin (since it was my turn) when suddenly, "P4D's See Cee Leah please come to the office to meet Pn. Lim" ?! (wtf...what happened?!) First time hearing them announce my name, surprise to hear that they pronounced it right!!! xD

Then I turn around and saw Ee Veng, she said 'didnt you go back already?' and I was like What?! I said 'No... '

Ee Veng: We all thought you went home!

Me: No...I was in school the whole time! Who told Pn Lim that I was going home?!

Ee Veng: Tze Huay...

I was like, Oo...SHIT!, then I ran to the office and saw Tze Huay at the entrance... she saw me and said...

Tze Huay: Ey? Didnt you go home?

Me: NO...

Tze Huay: I thought you went home!

Me: NO I didnt!

Tze Huay: But didnt you say you got a headache and took your bag and went out when the prefect called you?

Me: IT WAS JY'S BAG!

Tze Huay: Oooooooooh~!

Then we went to the office and saw Pn Lim and Pn Tan...

Tze Huay: Turns out that her headache was gone and she didnt left school...(=.=")

Pn Lim: Where did you run off to?! You know people thought that you were missing?! You know how worried your dad was?!

Me: But I was never gone!

Pn Lim: Then where did you run off to during 3.40 to 4.15?!

Me: I didnt go anywhere! I was just helping JY to take her bag when the prefect call!

Pn Lim: Then you better hurry up and call your dad, he was shocked to hear you missing!

I was like, OMFG! This lead to MY DAD?! Then I called him...

Me:Helloooo....Daddy?

Dad: What happened to you?! Where did you run off to?!

Me: Nothing happened...It was all just a misunderstanding...hehe...

Dad: Dont scare me again! I thought you were kidnapped!

Me: Oh, its nothing...

Dad: So nothing d ar...

Me: Ya...

Then Pn Lim asked for an explanation so I explained only what she needed to hear...excluding the part where I slept in class...xD

Pn Lim was speachless so she said "Haiya! Go scold Tze Huay!"

And I just said 'Oo...' and left the room with my laughter hold back... Tze Huay was waiting at outside and I said "YOU AR! .....Pn Lim call me to scold you..."

Tze Huay: Oh she's like that de... so what exactly happen?!
Me: (Explanation again...)
Tze Huay: Oooooo! I'm gonna laugh now...*holds her laughter*
Me: You ar! Didnt you see me in class?!
Tze Huay: Haha...sorry, too busy talking...didnt notice you...haha
Me: Yor! You ar!
Tze Huay: Haha...

Back in class...
Khai li: She was in class the whole time! Didnt you saw her?!
Tze Huay: She was?! WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME!!
Khai li: Haiyo ar You!

Ahahaha! Went back home explaning... Turns out that Pn Lim called my dad before calling me... And my dad called my mum... and my mum called my sister... hahaha...

My mum and dad was so mad at Pn Lim for not calling me BEFORE calling them... my dad said this kind of thing cant fool around... My mum thought I Ponteng school and already imagined me being scold by my dad...haha...

So everything was all just a mistake...
Tze Huay thought I went home early and told Pn Lim that TWO pupils went home...

Pn Lim only knows that JY has the permission to go home and thought that I went home without permission... so she called my dad...but turns out that my dad has nothing to do with it...lol

My dad thought that I was kidnapped so he called my mum...

My mum thought I ponteng school so she called my sister to see if she saw me at school...but my sister didnt see me at all during school except me going in the school with her...

Hahaha... Its so complicated! xD