xD

Went to Pragin for the 4th time this week already! Been having so much fun with them that I'd smile whenever I thought of him xD When was the last time I've had so much fun? I only remembered crying over someone who I lovED and having my heart crushed...

For once, I'm truly happy... I wished it'd stay that way... I want to laugh with them and have a great memory... Especially with him... not in a romantic way! (Duhh!)

Haih...

I wonder why...

Gee... Going for motor course seems to be the best thing that has happened to me...

Met new friends, 3 guys... 2 of them 16 and 1 of them 17... what's weird is that the 17 year old one and one of the 16 year old doesn't go to school anymore... I wonder if that's illegal...

And I have no idea why but I keep staring at one of the guys... must be because he LOOKS LIKE A GIRL!!! I like pretty boys... Pretty boys=handsome girls... but this guy's different... his not pretty... he just looks like a girl!!! xD If he wants my advise, he should get braces...

I had fun... And I wish I could keep it that way... I've never been so happy in 2009 until now and the bad memories seem to be haunting me...

And I found out that, whenever I'm reminiscing, my face turns emotionless and people say I have a "I'm gonna kill you" look...=_=

I'm desperate in going to Han Chiang College... I feel that I need to re-invent myself... to finally be proud of myself... I've already wasted my teenage life fooling around... And look where its gotten me... Yeah, sure, being pressure-less is fun... but being left behind is not...

But I've learned a lot from my mistakes...

Like,

Confessing to a girl you like just to give up on her, is WAY harder than it is and hurts damn much...

SMSing to someone who onlines all day, is a TOTAL waste of money...they NEVER reply...

Having friends are the best when you're sad... They have the best shoulder for you to cry on...

Having great reflexes are very usefull when you're crashing onto the wall while riding a motorbike.

You're world revolves around how the person you like treats you...

You'll do ANYTHING for the person you like...

Liking a girl, will make you single forever... =_=

See Cee Leah can DRIVE!!!

Congratulations~ And Celebration~ and bla bla bla... I forgot the lyrics...xD



Good News is, I can drive!!!

Bad News is, I'm not that good...

Great News is, Daddy's gonna buy me a scooter!!!!

Worst News is, I can't ride it...

Best News is, within less than 3 months, I'll be able to fetch people!!!

Terrible News is, I don't have time to go for the practice...



P.S. That is NOT how my license look like...
P.P.S. I love my new friends I met at the course! xD
P.P.P.S. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Went for Undang test today... Failed with 41/50 when the passing grade was suppose to 42/50... ONE MORE!!! JUST ONE!!!! I damn boh kam muan! And I didn't dare to face my mum... T_T

So I immediately registered for a second time in the same day... which was allowed and I was SO relieved...

Study 3 times harder with some help by calling people and asking them and reading the book over and over again within that 3 hours of waiting.

After re-taking the test, 44/50. LULUS!!! So happy~! ==

But anyway, gonna go for motor teory soon... 3 more hours wasted... But first, I gotta find a motor to learn... I just hope my feet can touch the ground ==

Sigh...


Things are getting worst... I'm gonna lose one of them... and its all thanks to that BITCH! I damn don't want things to go this far... I love what I have right now and I don't want to lose anything... but if this happens, I'm gonna lose everything... and I don't want that... But I cant stop it from happening... Because it doesnt depend on me to change fate... I only wished I could do something about that bitch to prevent this from happening...