I'm Sad...

Feeling useless even though I'm being used...

Emotions are getting in the way of everyting...

Crushed is what I'm feeling...

How many pieces of my heart are missing?

How many times have my heart been broken?

Its not you, its me...

You did nothing wrong...

Its just my emotions...

I'm too sensitive...

Maybe I AM better off without emotions...

[MS] Hold On [Incomplete]

Jonas Brothers' Hold On




I tried new techniques with this video, but its still so...lame...

I GOTTA IMPROVE MORE!!!

My Voice

I... heard my voice on RTF episode 1... and... I SOUND SO GROSS!!! xD

By gross, I mean acting like a bossy, spoiled, arrogant, princessy CHICK! I know I'm spoiled by my parents but I'm not THAT spoiled! Am I? o_O

Anyway, I'm totally losing my mind... I'm so afraid of getting hurt... Phobia... *sigh*

I wanted to say I love my life, but whenever I DID say that, life would take a 180 turn and I'll have to take back what I said...

So conclusion, does life suck?

Told Eunice a phase I made up on the spot a few minutes ago... It was one of the many random topics we chatted about...

If the one you love loves you, life's great.
If you love the one who loves someone else, life sucks!

Its a bit cacat but true. Wakakaka!

I love this song! Was also introduced by the same person who introduced me to Younha's other songs xD

Younha's My song and... (English version)

I made a song for you my friend
I made a song that I will sing for you
Filling my life with many beautiful lights
And a thousand melodies
You are my paradise

I made a song for you my dream
I made a song that I will sing for you my friend
Falling in love with every part of your life
Until the end of time
I love you more than my life
I wanna know you more
When you call me an angel
When you cross me look
Into my eyes

Even though my love for you
May fade away
I wanna give you more than words ever say
Cause I believe in you
And my song will fill the air when we’re apart
Even though my love for you may fade away
I wanna let my words be true till the end of time
‘Cause I believe you’ll never forget and I won’t forget
The song in my heart

Every time when I was down
You always came around
And your love of life to my life
I am gonna sing forever
I am gonna sing forever

Close you eyes
I wanna give you more than words can ever say
‘Cause I believe in you
And my song will fill the air when we’re apart
Even though my love for you may fade away
I wanna let my words be true till the end of time
‘Cause I believe you’ll never forget
And I won’t forget the song in my heart

I wanna sing for you my friend
I wanna sing for you with all my heart
I wanna sing for you my dream
I wanna sing for you and…




*Sigh*

Butterstick!

Meet Butterstick!



Voice by me and my little sister Nee

P.S. I just wasted 47 seconds of your life... HAHA! xP

Pictures...

Here's some pictures I drew out of boredom and some of my pet hamster Ham-Ham!

Aw~ Isn't he ADORABLE?!

Look at his CUTE fingers!!! xD

Eunice said this is a boy... but when I look at it, ITS A GIRL who LOOKS like a boy!

What do you think? Is it a boy or a girl who looks like a boy? Please mind the bad quality of the photographed picture...

(Drew this a few months ago...)

Got bored during class so I took out a random paper and drew something on it DURING GCC's class... xD

Started drawing this, JY said it looked like his thirsting for BLOOD... She told me to draw another one with him licking something...xD

So I drew this but was lazy to finish it...

Only got to his eyes...

After that, drew something on the word filled paper...

I literally drew on the the question paper...xD

This is call RE-USE!

Drew these a few days ago... So long haven't drawn anything... I'm gonna re-write, re-draw and re-create 5.5... (Only a few, and I really mean a few, people know what 5.5 stands for kakaka)

I'm going Nuts...

Everything's going crazy...

I want to cry it out but I cant...

I cant express it out either...

But its stuck in my heart, making it so difficult for me...

Bullshits keep happening...

How can I make it stop?

A huge burden lifted from me, but it opened my eyes to another burden I wasnt paying much attention to...

Hey dude, Sorry about that...

didnt mean to waste your time...

didnt want to see you waste your effort...

Thanks for everything though...

Introducing Ham Ham my pet HAMSTER!

Meet...

Ham-Ham

His a naughty dwarf hamster who ate his own sister/wife, seriously...

But despite what he did, which is eating his sister's, Snowy, corpse, and I have to clean the cage and touch what's left of it, we still love him ^^, despite his hobby of biting us.

He loves to eat and always had time to poop on your hand. His cute, fluffy and cautious, he'll strike at any moment!

Here's what his been up to yesterday...

"I smell MANGO! WHERE'S MY MANGO?!?!"

"Oooh~ I look HAWT and Mysterious!"

"This must be the BIGGEST bass guitar I have EVER seen! And I've seen one, ya know?"

"Hmmm...This must be an E... It sure SMELLS like an E!"

"I believe I can fly~, I'm the king of the world! Bow down to ME!"

Wasted 24 hours of my life...

My stupid PC is lagging again... There's like, 130GBs LEFT! So why does it say Memory shortage?!?!

Took more than 3 tries to render my video, its 5 minutes long now, and STILL it doesnt work!

Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage Memory shortage


Ugh!

My 1646 subscribers (so little T_T) are waiting!!! They've been requesting it again and again and again and again...And now its DONE! So WHY CANT IT WORK PROPERLY?!?!





Sorry, I'm a little bit off today...=_=

Boring...

Damn bored today...

Went to Karate, sweat like hell... but same as always...

Nothing to do...read every one's blog but it seems like their inactive too...

Tried practicing with it, almost memorized all of it but what's the point when its not going happen?

I'm a very superstitious person so I believe in Tarot Cards...

It says its not going to happen...

but its up to me to decide whether its worth it or not...

Why shouldn't I believe in it?

It was right the first time, so whats so different about this time?

But I seriously wanna learn it. Its so COOL!

But its target less...

Never mind...

If 'that' really happened, then IHY...

Here blogging while waiting for my video to render... took more than 3 hours already with only something as long as 2 minutes...

I felt like a fool... doing this thing while the others didn't even want to touch...

I wanna quit H2C... no one seems to be interested in it... even the others...

But its hard to resist...

Here's a note to an idiot..

I'm so annoyed whenever you ask about her. YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HER!!! If you wanna chase her, THEN GO AHEAD! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! SHE'S NOT AS COOL AS YOU THINK, OK?!?! SHE DOESN'T EVEN LIKE YOU!!! SO SHUT THE F*CK UP! IF YOU ASK ABOUT HER ONE MORE TIME, SERIOUSLY, I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL FREAKING KILL YOU!!!


Well, I felt better now... haha

Move ON, DAMMIT!

For the first time in my life, I WANT time to slow down...

I feel like I'll lose something important soon...

I dont want to be a burden. But what can I do? I'm weak!

3 things I'm advising myself.

STOP CRYING.

DEAL WITH IT.

And MOVE ON!

No Point in hurting myself with these stupid feelings.

Their all LIES

Reset

Refresh

and Restart

That's all that matters.

So STOP WITH THE TEARS AND MOVE ON DAMMIT!

Whatever...

Its finally over... well, I think its over... I HOPE its over... but is it really over?

Gone... WHOOSH!... Disappeared?

I have no freaking idea...

Love SUCKS!

It hurts too much and it can be a pain in the butt!

I'm REALLY gonna break Cupid's arrows if it ever happen again...

But then again...

sigh...

...nevermind...