Busy...ZZZ

It's been a while since I've blogged... Sigh... this year so damn busy no time to make a single video... T_T

Haih... I know I wanna pia my studies, but no time at all...

I have so many things to say but I'm too busy to even blog! GAWD!

Tagged...

*This are th-RULES!*
1.被點到必填.不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷
2.請老實回答每一個問題
3.不能擅自涂改題目
4.寫完后請點8位小朋友.不可不點
5.點完后請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了
6.那8位小朋友填完問卷.必須把問卷寄給你問卷的人


幸福套餐No.1

你的綽號- what??
年齡-16 going on 17
生日-May 19
星座- Taurus
興趣- Being happy (DUHH~!)
專長- Huh??

幸福套餐No.2

你有沒有喜歡的人- Yes
現在幸福不- No
如果天上給你勇氣,最想做什么事- Ask my crush out. Duh~!
如果有天,你愛的人和你告白的話- Yeah right, like THAT's gonna happen...

幸福套餐No.3

點你的人是- Huimin
她是你的- Friend
她的個性- Sometimes veli sampat xD
認識他多久- less that 1 year
你覺得她怎樣- Eats too much but cant gain weight xP
你想對她說什么- I did your tag!!! lol

幸福套餐No.4

最喜歡的節目- Currently, a particular Yaoi Anime xD
最愛的音樂- Japanese songs
最愛的季節- In Malaysia, I don't have much of a choice
最愛的卡通- Anime...
最愛的人- I'm gonna skip this...
最愛的顏色- Apple Green!!
最愛的國家- Japan!
最愛的天氣- A Sunny and Windy day

幸福套餐No.5

如果上天給你3個愿望
-Have lots of money
-Have the ability to travel through time
-Find my soul mate so I wouldnt have to waste my time finding him.

你是很專一的人么- No.
最深刻的回憶- The pain when 'she' hurt me...
你是個很有信心的人么- The exact opposite
你很愛微笑么- Yeah
如果你要放棄你現在的生活,你愿意么- No. Unless I'm giving it up for a better life.
妄想什么樣的生活- A happy and sadless life full of people who loves me.
是否橫刀奪愛才是愛-What is Love anyway?

New Year Resolutions!!!

A lot of experts say that if you write your resolutions on a list, the more likely you'll accomplish it... But of course, don't write what's impossible...LOL

My New Year Resolutions are simply simple and most likely like anyone else.

1) Study hard to do well in SPM
2) Get better results than *censored*
3) Officially decide which college I'm going for.
4) Lose weight...
5) Complete both my series on YouTube

That's about what I can think of... ==

I wonder why...

Gee... Going for motor course seems to be the best thing that has happened to me...

Met new friends, 3 guys... 2 of them 16 and 1 of them 17... what's weird is that the 17 year old one and one of the 16 year old doesn't go to school anymore... I wonder if that's illegal...

And I have no idea why but I keep staring at one of the guys... must be because he LOOKS LIKE A GIRL!!! I like pretty boys... Pretty boys=handsome girls... but this guy's different... his not pretty... he just looks like a girl!!! xD If he wants my advise, he should get braces...

I had fun... And I wish I could keep it that way... I've never been so happy in 2009 until now and the bad memories seem to be haunting me...

And I found out that, whenever I'm reminiscing, my face turns emotionless and people say I have a "I'm gonna kill you" look...=_=

I'm desperate in going to Han Chiang College... I feel that I need to re-invent myself... to finally be proud of myself... I've already wasted my teenage life fooling around... And look where its gotten me... Yeah, sure, being pressure-less is fun... but being left behind is not...

But I've learned a lot from my mistakes...

Like,

Confessing to a girl you like just to give up on her, is WAY harder than it is and hurts damn much...

SMSing to someone who onlines all day, is a TOTAL waste of money...they NEVER reply...

Having friends are the best when you're sad... They have the best shoulder for you to cry on...

Having great reflexes are very usefull when you're crashing onto the wall while riding a motorbike.

You're world revolves around how the person you like treats you...

You'll do ANYTHING for the person you like...

Liking a girl, will make you single forever... =_=

See Cee Leah can DRIVE!!!

Congratulations~ And Celebration~ and bla bla bla... I forgot the lyrics...xD



Good News is, I can drive!!!

Bad News is, I'm not that good...

Great News is, Daddy's gonna buy me a scooter!!!!

Worst News is, I can't ride it...

Best News is, within less than 3 months, I'll be able to fetch people!!!

Terrible News is, I don't have time to go for the practice...



P.S. That is NOT how my license look like...
P.P.S. I love my new friends I met at the course! xD
P.P.P.S. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Life's unfair! I hate mine! Nothing I do is worth it! No one cares! I gave up everything! Nothing EVER goes right in MY life! I'm freaking TIRED of MY LIFE! WHY DOES EVERYONE GET WHAT THEY WANT EXCEPT ME?!?! What I've worked for, what I've sacrifice for, what I've wasted my time for! And I get NOTHING back!!! There's always something better than what I do. I cant be the BEST even if I try! I'm so disgusted of myself! I HATE ME!!!

KEK SI NIA!!!

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! I WANT TO STRANGLE YOU SO BAD!!! IF I DIE, IT'LL BE BECAUSE OF YOU!!!

Not sick Me!

Wow, that sure was fast! My little fever's gone! Went to motor theory today... Had loads of fun! Saw a guy which looks damn lot like a girl! But not pretty... sigh...lol

Been practicing on my cousin's motor recently, and by 'recently' I meant 2 times...

But my butt hurts already... =_=

It's damn easy but due to my lack of confidence and fear of falling, I'm not good at it... sigh...

Gee...Been feeling down lately, I wonder why...

Sick me...

Having a little fever... But mum at Taiwan while dad working at Kayu Hitam...

Both parents not home... no one to take me to see the doctor. They don't even know I'm sick...

Anyways, tomorrow going for Motor Theory... have to sit there for 3 hours and listen to the craps they say... After that, maybe in about a week I'll get my L drivings license. And I'll be able to drive around like a madwoman. But of course, I gotta learn first and I can't fetch anyone yet unless 1)I get my P license and 2)I want to get samban or 3)I wan that person to die with me... lol

Holiday's almost over and Christmas is almost here. I'm not really anticipating for the coming year as it is SPM year which is ALSO my last damn year in PCGHS... This year is by far the most bizarre year ever... it's been a total twist. I mean, I remembered in form 3 we were are peaceful and nothing much happened, and now form 4 and suddenly my life changed. Fell in love after 2 years of being neutral and even confessed it and got hurt inside and out because of my stubbornness, my best friend had her ***** **** with a ****, which is a total shock to me... Went to my first camp... Found out (cencered)... and I'm getting my drivings license soon!

Sigh... Things are changing real fast...

P.S. When I say Death date, I don't really mean me dying..

Shet... Wednesday... My death date...

Bye everyone... it was nice knowing you!

I'm Dead

I feel sick... My throat is burning, my nose is about to bleed anytime, my eyes are soring and my heart is breaking...

Mum went to Taiwan for a whole week, leaving me, my dad and my little sister at home... I don't know what to do... I'm scared... This might happen again and I don't want to lose what I have now... I love this too much to let it disappear... Worst thing is I can't tell anyone what it is, and I doubt they even care...

And that bitch! Argh! I really hope you DIE! Or BETTER, I hope they catch you! I don't want you to take what belongs to me! I'm already halfway DEAD! Do you really want me to completely DIE?!

Maybe I'm better off dead... yeah, its better like that... but I can't leave her all by herself to endure this alone when every thing's at its worst... My life's already gone, hers is still beginning...